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So the one person I would truly consider my best friend got back in touch with me today again after what seems like forever.....he and I kinda grew up together....he was the football player...I was a cheerleader...and i had a huge crush on him...anyhow...one night at the local club...this DJ (really hot...who I had totalle had a thing for...but figured hey he's out of my league or taken......sat down next to me at the bar...we got talking about pills and what not....and he found some...and in fact traded one of his records to get a way better deal....we took them...I got really messed up and he spun for a bit in his friends basement...we ended up talking (as you tend to do while rolling) and somehow...he brings up that he went to this little catholic school in warren...and I said no way which one...and he named off my old school. and then he followed with well what's your last name...and I told him and then it was way freaky he's like I knew your mom she worked on the playground....and I know you...and I said yeah I knew you...I had a crush on you.....it was funny....I think he used to pick on me on the bus too. Anyhow....he told me how he was totally watching me for a while because I was the glowstick girl that reminded him of what a true Kandi Kyd was.....and he figured I was out of his league....lol...so anyways....we talked all night we went back to his place....and talked more....he later told me he thought it was odd how it seemed like just how I was and it just naturally fit the kandy thing...i never really tried. We dated for a couple of weeks...and it ended abruptly....I lost it and hung up on him oneday... but I remember me staying at his house and skipping college which was way out of town for a day and thinking about going back during the day because he had to work....but he made and excuse and came home for 10 minutes or so just to see me. urghhh this makes me want to cry....anyhow.....his music is amazing.....but later on he and I hadd some crazy times....we got in the habit of watching movies together on his couch and he would gently tickle my back and I his because both of our mom's used to when we were children to relax us. Even more ironic...My confirmation name was the same as his mothers first name.....but either way....we are like the same person....i will always love him like no one else regardless...he told me he is living with his new gf now...which granted..I never thought he would keep a steady gf....and it deeply saddens me, but I don't want to lose a friendship......anyhow...I shouldn't be sad I have a bf...and he won't date me...I think its kinda a mutual decision...cause we are too much alike.....and two irish tempers...welll nuff said..... Urgh I wish I could see him though. Ironically my new bf is going to the same college he did.....