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So he's gone....and its so sad. Last night we went to dinner at Ruth's Chris. it was amazing. He looked soooo handsome....I dare I say I didn't look too bad either. I wish I had taken pics. Anyhow....its wierd how when you spend all of your time with someone and then they are gone how lost you feel. The wierd thing is that unlike with anyone else...the last thing I want to do is go out and party or anything...the thought of meeting other people kinda makes me a bit ill. Well at least fucking around with other people makes me ill...but nonetheless...I don't seem to know what to do with myself. For crying out lous I just filed my taxes already. I picked up some new prints from a set of photos I had taken by a friend of mine...i hope to have them scanned in pretty soon.......

Its crazy..I kinda want to study and get my life on track now so I can make a great life for he and I...I mean how awesome does it sound...when he's done with school he will be an acoustic engineer and I will be a tax attorney...that is so rockin'. Will be rolling in a jaguar and livin' it up in the hills of bloomfield...lol.....