genetic_freeman

Same old bullshit feelings are coming back. Lonely and bored as fuck all the fucking time. The only person I ever see is Kevin, nobody else ever wants to see me, I'm always just the guy who is the backup plan. I don't get it, why is it so inconvenient to see me or even talk to me, I don't think I've had a phone call that didn't have to do with work or music stuff that needs to be done in, I dunno, long time. The only time I ever see anyone is when I'm with Kevin because everyone always wants to see him but if I'm not with him it's just not interesting anymore. Yeah, I'm not the most interesting person, but maybe I'd be more interesting if I had more stories to tell, but I have no stories because I never see anybody. All I talk about is work because it's basically all I know these days. People actually talk to me there, but it's pretty much because they're forced to.

If you're reading this and you're going to tell me something like "maybe people will want to see you if you're more possitive", don't bother. 1. I hear that so damn much and 2. I just want to blow off steam because I feel like absolute fucking shit and


Anyway... I'm playing some shows...

Natalie Garcia @ The Cameron House Toronto, August 5th. (Spadina & Queen)

Natalie Garcia New York Tour August 10th - 16th. I dunno the exact places and venues yet.