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It's 7:36 in the morning.
Dear Morning/Sun/World,
I hate you.
Kay thanks.

Also..

Dear Work,
Fix your shit so I can find myself.
That's all I ask.
Thanks in advance.
But seriously..
Do it now.



I'm going to go back to watching the Price is Right and adding stuff to my wishlist.
Because at this point that's all I can do.
Ugh.

Dear Life,
Get better. Now please.
Also.. If I could have $10,000 before Chanelle gets here that would be awesome.
But I don't think that's going to happen.


I think I have a bruise on the top of my head.
Also the M button on the keyboard is starting to go out.
Which is really crappy because one of the ALT keys is out.
And...
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I left my apartment for the first time today in 5 days. I'm becoming a complete shut in.
I finally went somewhere today.
I haven't actually gone anywhere in probably 3 weeks.


I'm going go to Ohio in January and then again in March for my 21st birthday!
I love Ohio. Especially Cincinnati which is where I'll be going!
You don't even know how much...
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I hate thinking about old memories.
Especially memories with people I'm not friends with anymore.
They make me sad.


I don't know.


I don't know why but I've been thinking about Brittany a lot these last few days.
Which is weird.
It's probably Hillary's fault because she's brought her up twice this last couple of weeks.



I miss going to Miami at 10 in the...
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I'm about 1000 light years from seeing the beginnings of the light of just plain old pissed off. I'm so mad it's almost indescribable.

I don't sleep because I'm stressed.
I'm stressed over bills, not having a 'proper' job (or even a decent one at the moment), school, and not sleeping.
And it seems like the cycle is never ending.
And when it finally seems...
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I'm having a Fast and Furious marathon and I'm not going to say it's not nice. I love these movies.

I finally decided on the rest of my chest tattoo. And what it's going to say is a line from Tokyo Drift. No Past. No Future. No problems.

I'm sick. And it sucks.
Apparently I grind my teeth when I'm sick, the teeth near the...
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I hardly ever sleep anymore.
Especially at night.
I never sleep at night.
Which is starting to have its affects on me.
Especially my mind.
Most of the time, I'm not even sure what day/time it is.


And I can't knock the feeling that eating at night is super bad for me.
Though I don't eat during the day, because that's when I'm usually sleeping,...
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My dreams are starting to resemble Resident Evil, and I do not like that.
I'll explain more later after I wake up more.


So more about this Resident Evil dream.



Setting :
Lots of people, stuck in a sky scraper with several elevators leading down, but none of the elevators working.

So all of the people, including myself are trying to get off of this...
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