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eat people and fear people I wonder if the two are related?

maybe. i only really know about anthrophobia. and i can sum up what i think i know about anthropophagy, and that is, cannibal.

yeah you might want to invest in a coat for September... soon as labor day rolls on the temps start to fall and expect frost by late October ;0(

that makes me feel like this.

I have taste of what your feeling, court is never fun for me... even when I'm in the right . I get worried that I'll say something and they will take it the wrong way. I totally blank out about details and it takes me about a day to come down.

As to the moving well moving ranks up there as one of life's most stressful events. Yup it's stressful and there are many things you won't be able to change. Just roll with it adapt to the obstacles use them to your advantage. Instead of everyone moving at once stagger the move lessen the stress. Gives you time to get back on your feet and plan for what you need.

i don't know what i'm doing. unfortunately my apparent "life" revolves around other people. and when they back out of my plans i'm either forced to change them or just give up.. i'm going to keep going with the move, but i don't know how well it's going to work. :/ i just need to start putting myself first, i think.

"one of those kids that has no real direction in life with no real goals and no real aspirations." You just pretty well described the first 25 years of my life. You're still young, and you've got plenty of time to pursue your dreams and goals. Don't get too discouraged, you'll get there.

don't focus on what you can't change, rather focus on what changes you can make.

if i can't take her i won't go. plain and simple. she's my child.

that's awesome... cincy is not all it's cracked up to be anyway if you don't go. that's great you care about your child so much; most of the people i know would not care that much.

Fuck, that is pretty low of your sister to say that shit for all to see! People can be pretty fucked up, I was not skinny at all growing up, thanks to assholes like that I am very self conscious about myself. I may be average size now, but damage done....

I'm glad you are fighting back, I wish I would of back then.