generation

is just the thought of moving.
is just how i usually feel before my day is ruined.
everything after was in the span of the last two hours of my day last night, where i realized that, at my old school i messed up on my GPA because i was forced into going to a college i hated (yay family), that it also messed up my financial aid, so now i can't really pay for school unless i appeal it and have a damn good excuse, or pay for it myself, which i'd do except i don't have the money right now, or get my grandparents to co-sign a loan for me, which would be good in theory, except my mom's borrowed too much money from them in the past, and they blame that on me (yay family, again).

however, on a lighter, good note, if i can find some way to bring my GPA up this semester and the following two, I've already been accepted into the school that I wanted to go to in Ohio.