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New job.
It's a lot harder than I thought it was going to be.

Mom's got an interview/test thing in Columbus Ohio.
I'm excited about it.
I'm excited for her.
I hope she gets the job.

I hope both of my jobs pick up for me.
The one I have is supporting us.. Sort of.
The second one will pull us fully out of debt and it will be smooth sailing if it picks up.

My animal rescue project is on hold.
Due to the Columbus interview.
Which is fine.

My best friend of 9 years is finally moving home.
Just in time for me to not stand it here.

I've been missing Ohio like crazy.
So much so that my heart actually hurts just thinking about it.
I can't listen to the music I blared while I was up there.
It makes me cry.
I talked to Adam last night.
The leaves are changing up there.
It's cold.
And I miss it.
It breaks my heart.
It breaks my heart even more that my Mom gets to go up there and not me.

Maybe if work picks up I'll take a vacation up there.
God.I.Miss.That.Place.

I miss Cincinnati. I miss Columbus. I miss Kroger. I miss Mason. I miss Blue Ash. I miss the geese. I miss getting lost in Downtown. I miss the groundhog/beaver thing I saw. I miss the hills. I miss the rain. I miss the cool weather. I miss getting lost. I miss the hood. I miss Adam too.

My heart hurts now.
I did a nice job of making myself feel bad.

I need to get back to work. Goodbye.