Dear Life,
Get better. Now please.
Also.. If I could have $10,000 before Chanelle gets here that would be awesome.
But I don't think that's going to happen.
I think I have a bruise on the top of my head.
Also the M button on the keyboard is starting to go out.
Which is really crappy because one of the ALT keys is out.
And so is the 'c' button.
This keyboard thing is getting annoying.
But whatever.
So.. I was supposed to go up to Ohio next weekend.
But I don't have the money.
And I feel bad because I told someone I was going.
And I miss him a lot.
But things are complicated.
More so than with a usual friendship.
I hate letting him down.
And lately, that's all I ever do I think.
I'll be up there in January.
And maybe I'll be lucky and Amanda won't come to Florida until the middle of November.
So I could go up there the beginning of November.
From like the 8th to the 15th.
It's not like I couldn't work.
Maybe I'll get lucky like I said.
That would be nice.
Because then I could see him.
And look for an apartment because that's actually why I need to go up there.
And I'll go to the zoo again.
But this time I'll go by myself so I won't have a sister whining that it's too big.
Fuckin' lazy ass.
Any other tips of what I should do In Ohio? Like the Cincinnati/Northern Kentucky part, because that's where I'll be.
I think I might also go to the aquarium because I've never been to an aquarium.
And on the way there I'm going to go to 'The Bat Cave' because it sounds cool.
And maybe one of those Ripley's Odditoriums because I've never been to one of those either.
And when I was traveling the summer before last I used to see billboards for them all over.
And I'm going to stop at a shitty truck stop diner because I never did that either.
But that's partially because I was broke as a joke and moving.
I don't recommend moving when you're broke as fuck.
I'm hungry.
And I should go make food but...
I need to go grocery shopping.
Because right now we pretty much just have Ramen.
Don't get me wrong.
I love Ramen, but I've had it probably everyday for the last..
I don't even know anymore.
But with new jobs and what, I'm not broke.
I just need to go grocery shopping.
I'm lazy and don't have a car.
I also haven't been paid yet.
I'll be paid on the 1st.
And when the other company is up and running I'll be paid every day.
After 7 - 10 business days.
And you know if I was super skinny I think I'd be a cam girl.
Because apparently they make bank.
I don't have a problem working an eight hour shift on a computer.
Because it's pretty much what I do now.
So yeah..
When that other business is finally back up..
I'll have 3 jobs.
All online.
All I do from my house.
No wonder I've become a shut in.
But whatever.
I think I need a new computer if the keys are just going to keep messing up.
MacBook Pro maybe?
I'm sorry for my rambling.
But it's 6:28 my time.
And there's really nothing better to do.
Get better. Now please.
Also.. If I could have $10,000 before Chanelle gets here that would be awesome.
But I don't think that's going to happen.
I think I have a bruise on the top of my head.
Also the M button on the keyboard is starting to go out.
Which is really crappy because one of the ALT keys is out.
And so is the 'c' button.
This keyboard thing is getting annoying.
But whatever.
So.. I was supposed to go up to Ohio next weekend.
But I don't have the money.
And I feel bad because I told someone I was going.
And I miss him a lot.
But things are complicated.
More so than with a usual friendship.
I hate letting him down.
And lately, that's all I ever do I think.
I'll be up there in January.
And maybe I'll be lucky and Amanda won't come to Florida until the middle of November.
So I could go up there the beginning of November.
From like the 8th to the 15th.
It's not like I couldn't work.
Maybe I'll get lucky like I said.
That would be nice.
Because then I could see him.
And look for an apartment because that's actually why I need to go up there.
And I'll go to the zoo again.
But this time I'll go by myself so I won't have a sister whining that it's too big.
Fuckin' lazy ass.
Any other tips of what I should do In Ohio? Like the Cincinnati/Northern Kentucky part, because that's where I'll be.
I think I might also go to the aquarium because I've never been to an aquarium.
And on the way there I'm going to go to 'The Bat Cave' because it sounds cool.
And maybe one of those Ripley's Odditoriums because I've never been to one of those either.
And when I was traveling the summer before last I used to see billboards for them all over.
And I'm going to stop at a shitty truck stop diner because I never did that either.
But that's partially because I was broke as a joke and moving.
I don't recommend moving when you're broke as fuck.
I'm hungry.
And I should go make food but...
I need to go grocery shopping.
Because right now we pretty much just have Ramen.
Don't get me wrong.
I love Ramen, but I've had it probably everyday for the last..
I don't even know anymore.
But with new jobs and what, I'm not broke.
I just need to go grocery shopping.
I'm lazy and don't have a car.
I also haven't been paid yet.
I'll be paid on the 1st.
And when the other company is up and running I'll be paid every day.
After 7 - 10 business days.
And you know if I was super skinny I think I'd be a cam girl.
Because apparently they make bank.
I don't have a problem working an eight hour shift on a computer.
Because it's pretty much what I do now.
So yeah..
When that other business is finally back up..
I'll have 3 jobs.
All online.
All I do from my house.
No wonder I've become a shut in.
But whatever.
I think I need a new computer if the keys are just going to keep messing up.
MacBook Pro maybe?
I'm sorry for my rambling.
But it's 6:28 my time.
And there's really nothing better to do.