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I'm about 1000 light years from seeing the beginnings of the light of just plain old pissed off. I'm so mad it's almost indescribable.

I don't sleep because I'm stressed.
I'm stressed over bills, not having a 'proper' job (or even a decent one at the moment), school, and not sleeping.
And it seems like the cycle is never ending.
And when it finally seems like there's a light at the end of my proverbial tunnel, we take the track that goes into the dark again.

I'm sick and tired of where I'm at in life.
I'm sick and tired of where I'm not at in life.
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I'm sick and tired of being an adult.
I'm sick and tired of being here.
I'm sick and tired of being lonely.
I'm sick and tired of missing Adam.
I'm sick and tired of letting people rule my life.
I'm sick and tired of letting people ruin my life.
I'm sick and tired of revolving my life around Adam (even though he never asked me too, or even knows I'm doing it at this point).
I'm sick and tired of not having money.
I'm sick and tired of being in debt.
I'm sick and tired of living with stress.
I'm sick and tired of never sleeping.
I'm sick and tired of being a failure.
I'm sick and tired of being fake.
I'm sick and tired of being weak.
I'm sick and tired of being strong.
I'm sick and tired of pretending to be happy.
I'm sick and tired of pretending things don't upset me as much as they do.
I'm sick and tired of lying.
I'm sick and tried of even trying at this point.
I'm sick and tired of writing this.
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired of all of this.
I'm sick and tired of looking on the bright side.
I'm sick and tired of writing, "I'm sick and tired."
I'm sick and tired of the United States.
I'm sick and tired of Florida.
I'm sick and tired of needing what feels like a million dollars for a Visa.
I'm done.