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life is always hard. end of story. no matter how happy about something i am something else has to happen to make it crappy.

i'm sick of being broke. just plain sick of it.

so i'm getting my butt in gear.

in 2.5 years i will be in law school. end of story.

and i'll take an accelerated program (or i'll make one) and finish...
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i won't lie.
i'm glad your girlfriend finds you hard to please.
i'm the only one who ever could make you happy.

and when i'm done with my aa i'll be up there.
and you'll be just fine.
except you'll be just fine with a child.
and it's mother.
and me.
ha.
what a trippppp mo fucker.

new job.
fuckin' stoked.
won't lie.

fuckin' exhausted.

the job called me at 9:04 am for an interview at 11:30.
apparently they're desperate the get people hired.
and hey..
i'll take desperate.

hopefully after january they'll let me keep my job.


so yeah.

now i'm going to be working two jobs.

i need to go take my drug test tomorrow.
if i can get a...
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sdfhasoidfnadsfnsoidfnasf.

QUIT YOUR BITCHING ABOUT YOUR STEP MOM. JESUS!

I get it. You don't like Lisa. Lisa doesn't like you.
YOU'RE ONLY HERE UNTIL THE 3RD, ENFUCKINGJOY IT!
You're not 12 anymore.
And I agree, she needs to grow up.
But so do you.
You think it's funny when I fight with my Dad..
Well I think it's RETARDED when you fight with Lisa.
I...
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All I ever do is work anymore.
I don't do anything else except work.
I worked 15 hours yesterday.

I realized something yesterday also..
I was forced into being a hermit.
Because I don't have a car..
And up until recently I didn't know how to take a bus... I'm not even kidding.
Well I digress.
So.. I have a friend who wants me to...
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So..
I'm going to Ohio.
I'm moving to Ohio.
I miss Ohio.
It's so sickening.

I'm appealing my financial aid.
There was a death the first semester.
And a fire the second semester.
Hence the not doing well.

Oh well...

So... I'm moving to Ohio.
Hopefully I'll be there late January.
Or early February.
Next January I'll be starting University of Cincinnati.
Unless they'll seriously...
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New job.
It's a lot harder than I thought it was going to be.

Mom's got an interview/test thing in Columbus Ohio.
I'm excited about it.
I'm excited for her.
I hope she gets the job.

I hope both of my jobs pick up for me.
The one I have is supporting us.. Sort of.
The second one will pull us fully out of debt...
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So.. I spent what felt like hours on the phone with the IRS.
Not for anything bad mind you, but still.. I'm thinking they're incompetent.

I'm trying to start up a nonprofit animal rescue.
And I'm trying to get established as nonprofit.
WELL.. I don't know if you know what that takes but.. I'm going to tell you.
I have to get like 6 publications....
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I'm hungry.
That's all I ever am anymore.

Work seems to be going decently.
It would be going better if my other job was up and running.

Yep.


I got dropped from my Forensic Science classes at BCC.
But it's okay, because I'm enrolling at Full Sail like I actually wanted to do.
I just need to figure out how to get an unsubsidized loan....
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I just need to remember to relax and breathe.


Adam I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I miss you.
I'm sorry I miss us.
I'm sorry I was rude last night.
I'm sorry you had an ulterior motive.

It's 7:36 in the morning.
Dear Morning/Sun/World,
I hate you.
Kay thanks.

Also..

Dear Work,
Fix your shit so I can find myself.
That's all I ask.
Thanks in advance.
But seriously..
Do it now.



I'm going to go back to watching the Price is Right and adding stuff to my wishlist.
Because at this point that's all I can do.
Ugh.

Dear Life,
Get better. Now please.
Also.. If I could have $10,000 before Chanelle gets here that would be awesome.
But I don't think that's going to happen.


I think I have a bruise on the top of my head.
Also the M button on the keyboard is starting to go out.
Which is really crappy because one of the ALT keys is out.
And...
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