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i saw Hero today, and i'm still reeling.
a movie that did so much to me on so many levels.
the kind of movie where i had to sit and catch my breath afterwards.
there's a scene in it that made me cry with the sheer beauty of it.
it wasn't a particularly emotional scene-it was just so visually stunning- so well composed, i couldn't...
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i want to be wanted.

i desire to make something VERY CLEAR.
to whom it may concern:
i don't harbor any silly notions or sad fantasies about our situation.
i don't gaze into space and twirl my hair and imagine that i'll use all of my feminine wiles to reach a beautiful outcome of perfect domestic romance novel bliss.
i have expressed on more than one occasion how deep and...
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i don't know where i'm going-
i won't say where i've been-
but i returned for tawnya, and this sight for sore eyes made my month.

i have the greatest kitten sleeping in my lap.
domicro therion-"little beast."
and he is.

i lust after that boy with the yellow eyes.
he doesn't permit me to care for him-
we are
'victims of circumstance.'
but...
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miss me?







i know.



tell me something interesting.

my ass is sweaty.
i really abhor being sweaty.
really.


and i'm classy, too.
i give myself a boner.

absolutely nothing interesting to talk about.

entertain me, folks.

i don't recognize me today.
i see my face looking back at me from a photo taken 5 years before i was a glint in your eye.
and i wish i hated you still,
but you just make me sad.
father.




how was everyone's 4th?

you moved.

not toward.
not away.
just slightly right or left.
keeping out of reach.

timing-
never my strength,
my asset,
my ally,
has failed me again-

my heart, this ruler among fools,
this king Judas,
has blinded me and kept me selfish.

the road to hell is paved with good intentions...

it never occurred to me to let the snoring canine slumber on,
to...
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