it was a long night.
he and i had the best converstaion in our history, and that's saying tons because we have great talks constantly.
its one of my favorite things about us. he teaches me new things daily.
but i digress.
the outcome is that we will remain great friends.
that he acknowledges that he has a problem, and that he should seek help. whether he will or not is his decision.
i wanted to help him, tried to help him, and i can't do anything more.
i also can't live with it.
i love you more than anything, and i thank you everyday for making me an infinitely better person.
you say i deserve better, that you misled me and stole 5 years of my life. that you were never good enough for me.
from your perspective, that might be true.
but i don't agree, and that's up to me.
i didn't want better, i wanted you.
please, do something-seek help, so you don't ever have to feel like this again.
i love you.
he and i had the best converstaion in our history, and that's saying tons because we have great talks constantly.
its one of my favorite things about us. he teaches me new things daily.
but i digress.
the outcome is that we will remain great friends.
that he acknowledges that he has a problem, and that he should seek help. whether he will or not is his decision.
i wanted to help him, tried to help him, and i can't do anything more.
i also can't live with it.
i love you more than anything, and i thank you everyday for making me an infinitely better person.
you say i deserve better, that you misled me and stole 5 years of my life. that you were never good enough for me.
from your perspective, that might be true.
but i don't agree, and that's up to me.
i didn't want better, i wanted you.
please, do something-seek help, so you don't ever have to feel like this again.
i love you.
sentri:
... I'm glad that things are turning out relatively well for you.
friedbanana:
I'm glad you two talked it out but sorry as well for the outcome. Drop me an email if you need to talk, ok?