gekkeiju23

i desire to make something VERY CLEAR.
to whom it may concern:
i don't harbor any silly notions or sad fantasies about our situation.
i don't gaze into space and twirl my hair and imagine that i'll use all of my feminine wiles to reach a beautiful outcome of perfect domestic romance novel bliss.
i have expressed on more than one occasion how deep and convulated my esteem for you is; rarely do i enjoy another's company as much and am therefore confused myself by the gravity and severity of the emotion i find swirling about you.
what's more, i respect you enormously-another infrequent occurence.
because i hold you in such regard i feel
inclined to tell you that i see through this charade of smug arrogance and asshole-ness and i know you are simply terrified of having your heart shattered.
again.
but i know first-hand that it's when we decide to boycot love forever that it comes creeping .
and it will get you-you can't hope to resist.
so don't.

and since i'm not permitted to love you, even as a friend, i will say that i like you immensely and good night.

i LOVE the rest of you!!


i want sheena like i want to be a size 14.
there are no words for the WORST WAY.