the universe is conspiring against me yet again.
one thing i didn't count on when making this LA/school endeavor-
my absolutely horrendous high school performance.
or lack there-of.
i went to 5 different schools junior year alone, predominantly due to my mother being a basket case and making sure her own needs were met above all else.
finally tired of your current disgusting, co-dependent, laughable excuse for a relationship? let's move across country!
don't make any plans for your lodging when you get there? no problem!
have no job and no means of income? big deal!
nevermind that it means your daughter will have no remotely stable place to reside or go to school-that was never a big priority anyway.
hell-why go at all?
and oh, did i mention said asshole is coming here to live with me?
now, i know i uprooted you from all your friends with complete disregard for the fact that you were the happiest and healthiest you had been in your life because of MY issues, but we talked and it's all ok now.
don't like it?
get the hell out of my house and don't come back.
needless to say, survival took precedence over my education.
not to mention that the last school i went to before dropping out was the worst school in sacramento.
forget up-to-date books/materials-
they were still trying to clear out 30 year old mold and asbestos.
not that there was anything being taught there that i hadn't already learned myself by just picking up a book. nothing i know i was ever taught in school.
that place was nothing but a supremely boring romper room.
i do, however, have an insatiable thirst for knowledge- that's why i'm going to LA in the first place.
i'm just really afraid that they'll take one look at my transcripts and tell me to go shoot myself.
i have attended some community college and done quite well, which i hope is an indication that i perform ok in the right environment.
sigh.....
this entry blows.
of course-
HS 
whoever said that smoking can't be sexy was a goddamn liar.
one thing i didn't count on when making this LA/school endeavor-
my absolutely horrendous high school performance.
or lack there-of.
i went to 5 different schools junior year alone, predominantly due to my mother being a basket case and making sure her own needs were met above all else.
finally tired of your current disgusting, co-dependent, laughable excuse for a relationship? let's move across country!
don't make any plans for your lodging when you get there? no problem!
have no job and no means of income? big deal!
nevermind that it means your daughter will have no remotely stable place to reside or go to school-that was never a big priority anyway.
hell-why go at all?
and oh, did i mention said asshole is coming here to live with me?
now, i know i uprooted you from all your friends with complete disregard for the fact that you were the happiest and healthiest you had been in your life because of MY issues, but we talked and it's all ok now.
don't like it?
get the hell out of my house and don't come back.
needless to say, survival took precedence over my education.
not to mention that the last school i went to before dropping out was the worst school in sacramento.
forget up-to-date books/materials-
they were still trying to clear out 30 year old mold and asbestos.
not that there was anything being taught there that i hadn't already learned myself by just picking up a book. nothing i know i was ever taught in school.
that place was nothing but a supremely boring romper room.
i do, however, have an insatiable thirst for knowledge- that's why i'm going to LA in the first place.
i'm just really afraid that they'll take one look at my transcripts and tell me to go shoot myself.
i have attended some community college and done quite well, which i hope is an indication that i perform ok in the right environment.
sigh.....
this entry blows.
of course-
HS
whoever said that smoking can't be sexy was a goddamn liar.
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makes me think that i should take life more seriously but im rarly put in a situation which i cant laugh off.
annnnnnnyway...
yeah absolutly no love for donnie darko think its sooooooooo bad, but i refuse to get into why... i could spend days bitching
hmmm now smitten with Tom Selek im not sure. i do think he is one of the greatest icons of the 80's nay of all time. i just bought 'The Best Of Magnum PI' on dvd and im so excited... ok who am i kidding i love selek, but more in pure admiration. i cant hide it anymore i wish he was my dad.
PS. your cute too *mwah*