gekkeiju23

cinnamon-raisin toast rules my ass.

my Noah will be back tomorrow!!!
i have missed so enormously-maybe now i can sleep again.
he will come bearing tales of dust and debauchery.
:sigh:
i am a blessed woman.

i now have an open marriage.
we always discussed the possibility of such an arrangement, but it was something that was always projected.
not open in the "let's go...
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what i wouldn't give for a full night's sleep....

got a new car.
need a new job.
have an interview as a cocktail waitress at a "gentlemen's club" tomorrow-not exactly thrilled, but i need money and don't start my "real" job until the end of the month.
i hate money.
today is my 3rd wedding anniversary.
my husband is on the Playa.
i miss him terribly.
someone make me smile.

CHAOS NEVER DIED. Primordial uncarved block, sole worshipful monster, inert & spontaneous, more ultraviolet than any mythology (like the shadows before Babylon), the original undifferentiated oneness-of-being still radiates serene as the black pennants of Assassins, random & perpetually intoxicated.
Chaos comes before all principles of order & entropy, it's neither a god nor a maggot, its idiotic desires encompass & define every possible choreography, all...
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i saw Hero today, and i'm still reeling.
a movie that did so much to me on so many levels.
the kind of movie where i had to sit and catch my breath afterwards.
there's a scene in it that made me cry with the sheer beauty of it.
it wasn't a particularly emotional scene-it was just so visually stunning- so well composed, i couldn't...
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i want to be wanted.

i desire to make something VERY CLEAR.
to whom it may concern:
i don't harbor any silly notions or sad fantasies about our situation.
i don't gaze into space and twirl my hair and imagine that i'll use all of my feminine wiles to reach a beautiful outcome of perfect domestic romance novel bliss.
i have expressed on more than one occasion how deep and...
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i don't know where i'm going-
i won't say where i've been-
but i returned for tawnya, and this sight for sore eyes made my month.

i have the greatest kitten sleeping in my lap.
domicro therion-"little beast."
and he is.

i lust after that boy with the yellow eyes.
he doesn't permit me to care for him-
we are
'victims of circumstance.'
but...
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miss me?







i know.



tell me something interesting.

my ass is sweaty.
i really abhor being sweaty.
really.


and i'm classy, too.
i give myself a boner.

absolutely nothing interesting to talk about.

entertain me, folks.