i wanted to be a sailor for Halloween-easy enough costume.
i just don't want anyone thinking i'm the marshmallow man.
yeah-i feel that good right now.
i actually disdain dressing up in costume-i'm barely comfortable in dress clothes, so an entire different persona would cause me epilectic fits.
this is all rather ironic, considering i work in a costume store.
i also generally despise people-funny...
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i just don't want anyone thinking i'm the marshmallow man.
yeah-i feel that good right now.
i actually disdain dressing up in costume-i'm barely comfortable in dress clothes, so an entire different persona would cause me epilectic fits.
this is all rather ironic, considering i work in a costume store.
i also generally despise people-funny...
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holly:
i am a girl i dont get gas.
babymay:
A favorite quote of mine is from Jerry Blank (Strangers with Candy): "I don't like people.... I like me!!!!"
i filled out that dating profile extravaganza.
it was really kinda misleading-i'm not really looking for anyone, even friends.
not because they aren't welcome, but because i haven't got time to devote to the cultivation of a relationship.
that, and i strongly feel that i'm really kinda tame.
i mean, i predominantly enjoy myself, and when i am able to go out everyone seems...
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it was really kinda misleading-i'm not really looking for anyone, even friends.
not because they aren't welcome, but because i haven't got time to devote to the cultivation of a relationship.
that, and i strongly feel that i'm really kinda tame.
i mean, i predominantly enjoy myself, and when i am able to go out everyone seems...
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friedbanana:
Shut up. You're looking for booty and you know it. 
Actually I agree with you. Give me a book, music, and some of the female persuasion to be with (in a very non-going out kinda way) and my boring yet pleasant life is complete. Damn my old age. What happened to me?!
Actually I agree with you. Give me a book, music, and some of the female persuasion to be with (in a very non-going out kinda way) and my boring yet pleasant life is complete. Damn my old age. What happened to me?!
the neighbors are drunk-
again-
like every other day...
it must be 6:00pm-
they sing, loudly and off-key, soulful gospel tunes that play even louder on the radio...
laughing between the wailings of Mississippi and brothers and sisters and strange fruit and a time long gone by-
boredom is contagious.
i'm not a big drinker; perhaps if i learned to be i could forget how...
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mulhollanddrive:
Drunk folks singing gospel? That sounds like fun! So does fighting over pork. So does kickin' it. Woo Hoo!
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friedbanana:
IT just goes along the same as before. Yourself?
did i dream you dreamed about me?
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elicit77:
Hell ya! I'll rock the karoke, is that how you spell karoke? 
mulhollanddrive:
I thought you were quoting This Mortal Coil (didn't Tim Buckley originally do that?). I guess it's an active social life. I'm basically keeping myself occupied so I don't have to think about not working. Instead, I just have stressful dreams about that. Have a great week!
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!!!leaving-
...she worships the hot pink crush of desperately wanting that which she will never ever have...she dreams of love & bed & skin whispers, grasping with 1,000 fingers at any hint of reciprocation...it's never there; its not her fault, really, that she could never please them...
she doesn't have a dick.
it kills her a little more each time...
i know
you know
she...
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...she worships the hot pink crush of desperately wanting that which she will never ever have...she dreams of love & bed & skin whispers, grasping with 1,000 fingers at any hint of reciprocation...it's never there; its not her fault, really, that she could never please them...
she doesn't have a dick.
it kills her a little more each time...
i know
you know
she...
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elicit77:
You're back! Then you're gone. You're here! Then you're gone. Welcome back. 
delusion:
I adore this journal entry. You are talented, lady. I can hardly imagine that you would ever sound childish or trite.
Things like your comment keep me writing when I'm convinced that no one is even reading. Thank you.
Things like your comment keep me writing when I'm convinced that no one is even reading. Thank you.
not a happy day.
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friedbanana:
boo.
I'm sorry. Today had incredible ups and a big down for me.
I'm sorry. Today had incredible ups and a big down for me.
1_dying_wish:
whoah that's crazy bout the CH wavelength we happened to be on at the same time....
so, what happened today to make you sad?
so, what happened today to make you sad?
see you, space cowboy!
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1_dying_wish:
gee, thanks, and all it took was a couple of drinks 
gee, thanks, and all it took was a couple of drinks 
snaggle_puss:
Happy International Talk Like A Pirate Day!!! 
until we meet again.....
there is no earthly reason why i am wide awake right now.
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kingskottie:
i'm now tonsiless. i'm on major pain killers... (well...they could be better... hydrocodone is ok i guess...) i've been having dreams right at the level of wake... like dipping in and out of dreams. weirdness!
pixxy:
hi there
:sigh:
i don't mean to complain-i truly don't.
i just can't help wondering what it will take for me to catch a break.
i have SO MUCH to be thankful for.
i feel so needlessly selfish even thinking it....
but couldn't i have had it the way i wanted it?
i get that so infrequently, and when i do i'm all the more delighted.
i...
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i don't mean to complain-i truly don't.
i just can't help wondering what it will take for me to catch a break.
i have SO MUCH to be thankful for.
i feel so needlessly selfish even thinking it....
but couldn't i have had it the way i wanted it?
i get that so infrequently, and when i do i'm all the more delighted.
i...
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souljerk:
you said
"people that speak in analogies should shampoo my crotch."
is that sapposed to detour me from making analogies because it's not working.
"people that speak in analogies should shampoo my crotch."
is that sapposed to detour me from making analogies because it's not working.
lil_billy_ben:
Well, if you realy think you're addicted don't forget what you're thankful for.
we got another kitty, to keep Therion company.
he's a bit bigger and all black as well.
his name is Aleister.
i love giving cats pretentious names.
i love potential blessings in disguise.
i love waking just before dawn and getting turbo-starch sugar nitrate breakfasts.
i love drinking just enough to make me warm and giddy.
i love sleeping in the buff.
i love being...
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he's a bit bigger and all black as well.
his name is Aleister.
i love giving cats pretentious names.
i love potential blessings in disguise.
i love waking just before dawn and getting turbo-starch sugar nitrate breakfasts.
i love drinking just enough to make me warm and giddy.
i love sleeping in the buff.
i love being...
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friedbanana:
I so gave up on you when you went grey last. I dumped you a couple of days before your return I guess.
Welcome back!
Welcome back!
kingskottie:
hey hey!!! hi!
what's up? r crumb's wettest dream? big boobies and a big butt?
what's up? r crumb's wettest dream? big boobies and a big butt?
HE'S BACK!
my Noah is finally back.
now, i shall sleep for a week.
"...i loved Sarah, Charles. It was mine, that love. I owned it. Even Sarah didn't have the right to take it away. I can love whoever I want."
"She thought you were pathetic."
"That was her business, not mine. You are what you love, not what loves you. I decided that...
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my Noah is finally back.
now, i shall sleep for a week.
"...i loved Sarah, Charles. It was mine, that love. I owned it. Even Sarah didn't have the right to take it away. I can love whoever I want."
"She thought you were pathetic."
"That was her business, not mine. You are what you love, not what loves you. I decided that...
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lil_billy_ben:
Did Noah bring either his Ark or bagel? Sorry, I couldn't think or anything else to say.
mulhollanddrive:
Happy sleeping and whatnot. I am feeling better, thanks. I was feelin' mighty bad the other day. I celebrated my return to solid foods by going out for Thai. Good stuff. Hope you are doing well.
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