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i guess i should update, but there hasn't been much of a change or improvement over the last few entries.
life goes on.
where the fuck is Agent?
whatever

the neighbors are blaring Korn, and someone is watching Andy Griffith.
the musical combo is interesting...
slander:
I've got nothing really interesting for my journal either...Aside from a daily log of my frustration with the new Hulk videogame, that is...I wish I had the motivation to get back writing on my KotOR fanfic.
slander:
Thanks!

I don't post on kfm's fanart threads, but I did post a pic of my fanfic main character, Lal, a while back on the main page. To a small degree, I'm re-doing Lal's appearance, however. When I first started writing Lal, I had in my head several images based on actresses and a porn model...ahem. Basically, Monica Bellucci, Elizabeth Hurley and Veronika Zemanova (I'd link an image, but most of them are from untrustworthy sites).

The last pencil drawing I did of Lal came out looking like a cross between Hurley and bellucci, whereas the one I submitted for KFM looked closer to Zemanova. I prefer the Hurley/Bellucci one now, so that's the look I'll go for in future pics.

I didn't like the Carth or the Canderous pic I did, so I'm redoing them both as well. But I like how Bastila and Juhani and Mission turned out. They're in the process of inking.

As to what I use, well, that's Photoshop 7 (I never felt CS was worth the upgrade since I don't tend to do photo work). I draw by hand and scan in the pencils to Photoshop. For a long time, I had no photoshop at all, and colored stuff on the page with Tombow, Staedtler and Marvy markers. That used to look okay until I scanned it in. The tremendous resolution capabilities of even the average scanner made the colors look very, very bad.

So, I taught myself how to color in Photoshop once I got it. And then, since I am most comfortable working in a comic book style, I learned how to digitally ink as well in Photoshop. Still learning, of course. I find tutorials on the web every so often. Renderosity.com has a lot of tutorials that come in handy, but most of them are for 3D programs.

I guess another reason I don't post on KFM is because of personal preference with art: I've settled into a comic book style (that was one style I used, but not the only one in the past) and in my mind, Star Wars art should be more...photorealistic. That is, more like the cover art on a novel or movie poster than the stuff I do. But I just said, "Screw it, this is what I'm best at" and decided to go comic book style art, with inking and comic style coloring and so forth.

The next thing I need to get a better grasp on is color theory.

I wish I'd listened more to my mother about it. She was an art teacher, and I get my skills from her, really. But when she was alive, I never really listened to her. Too late now, of course. I'd have liked for her to see the stuff I can do now.

When I get finished with this pic, I intend to submit it at kfm, but I prolly won't post it in the fanart boards.

Do you have a fanfic you've written for the game? Or are in the process of writing? Mine used to be up on the old site Adria ran, but cutting and pasting it into the upload panel at kfm would be far too much work, so I just put it up here. Feel free to give me some feedback if you wish. I'll do the same if you've got a story up.
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better.
not good, but better.
and so it goes. robot
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greggster:
But your coming back right??
justsayfaux:
i feel those sentiments
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frown robot
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friedbanana:
kiss
villain13:
hope you are doing good.... surreal
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i ate bean dip and chips last night, and had one drink, and then vomited four times.
my throat hurts-chips and spicy bean dip and stomach acid killed me.
there wasn't much liquid to coat them on re-entry.

today, i am sad.
not as sad as i was, but not very good.
i should be at work, but i can't bring myself to go and...
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villain13:
how about this...


....ha ha...J/K....unless your into that sort of thing... tongue
villain13:
its broken..... blackeyed
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it was a long night.
he and i had the best converstaion in our history, and that's saying tons because we have great talks constantly.
its one of my favorite things about us. he teaches me new things daily.
but i digress.
the outcome is that we will remain great friends.
that he acknowledges that he has a problem, and that he should seek help....
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sentri:
... I'm glad that things are turning out relatively well for you.
friedbanana:
I'm glad you two talked it out but sorry as well for the outcome. Drop me an email if you need to talk, ok?
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i believe today is the worst day of my life.
i'm deadly serious.
today has broken me.
i'm not sure what to do or where to go.
i apologize to you all; i hate to be a drama queen.
things are very bad right now. frown
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villain13:
thats cool, even though things may seem shitty now eventualy things will work out, everything happens for a reason...(ultimate clich i know, but true i think) .....well no matter how bad things are you can always get drunk! ....keep your head up ARRR!!! thats a pirate man in case you were drinking captain morgan or somthing...
karalynn:
Thanks for stopping by my journal sorry to see you had a shit day.

xoxo
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who's going to see "2046" with me?
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villain13:
hey friend, worked on the armor some more tonight its alomst there! ill show you when its all done smile
1_dying_wish:
hmmm... crazy... somehow, it's already on my netflix q????
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I'm trapped in a world before later on,
I'm trapped in a world before later on,

Where's my hovercraft?
Where's my jet pack?
Where's the font of acquired wisdom that eludes me now?

We're trapped in a world before later on,
We're trapped in a world before later on,

Where's our telray?
Where's our space face?
Where are all the complications we won't see around?...
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acidevangelist:
In the future we will all shoot lazer beams from our eyes. I can't wait.
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just watched "kung-fu hustle" and good christ, i loved this movie!!! love
brokenhouse:
i so want to see this film.. smile
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someone owes me a testimonial.
ahem. wink
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brokenhouse:
you guys sure are.. smile
friedbanana:
seriously. someone really should tongue
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i'm a simple person, really.
simple pleasures, and all.
so, i really dislike it when other people vomit all their drama onto me and try to make it my problem.
i won't elaborate, as that is just continuing the cycle, but know that it really annoys me.
and i don't like to be annoyed. mad
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friedbanana:
I thought it was a pail of stillborns. tongue

*makes skill dice roll* biggrin
mulhollanddrive:
Drama sucks. Oh yeah....neener right back at ya!
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FYI:
if you're hungry, a pudding cup is possibly the least filling thing you can have.

and that's info you can take to the bank.
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johnmc:
Thanks :-D

We need to go booze some time.
monsterjoe:
You play RPG's? What are you playing now?