gekkeiju23

i don't recognize me today.
i see my face looking back at me from a photo taken 5 years before i was a glint in your eye.
and i wish i hated you still,
but you just make me sad.
father.




how was everyone's 4th?

you moved.

not toward.
not away.
just slightly right or left.
keeping out of reach.

timing-
never my strength,
my asset,
my ally,
has failed me again-

my heart, this ruler among fools,
this king Judas,
has blinded me and kept me selfish.

the road to hell is paved with good intentions...

it never occurred to me to let the snoring canine slumber on,
to...
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your move


toss me a line
i'll swallow it whole

a heart-shaped doggy bone
to keep me distracted

tell me to choke on my words
and the for the life of me i won't breath again

but anyway
anyhow

make like nike
and just do it



it's uncomfortably hot.
too hot for underwear.
that's not me being a vixen-that's the sweaty truth.
i'm actually wearing...
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i want to be a ninja.



i am learning to throw knives and shuriken.


christ, i'm so bored.
let's make-out.

:sigh:

....and i will be your love song.
seeing you again brings back like old times all those big things we were going to do, to be, to live forever and grow old together.
us.
and tripping over the tip of my tongue-what's on it?
what have i always felt and meant to say and i can't remember how it is that we never made...
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the predicament:
i think i need a new job.
one that doesn't fuck me and then piss in my mouth with the amount of money i'm paid(or rather lack there of.)
i really like my workplace, mostly and until lately.
it started out as just a temporary solution to my financial woes, and i ended up staying for now 9 months.
i work with my...
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ok, so that pesky picture is in MY PICS, if you really give a turkey ass.
frankly, i'm over it.
thank you, 1_dying_wish, for explaining it all to me.
smart and studly, winning combo.

i'd like to warmly welcome my new friend DIEANGELIC to the phenomenal community that is SG.

DIE is a member of the Shapeshifters, SoCal "underground" hiphop at it's finest.
if...
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"anything for you, magical fat-faced talking pinata!"-
sealab 2021


so.....
i'm bored out of my effing gourd tonight.
next weekend is one action packed, fun-o-rama, barrel o' monkies, piss-fest of excitement.
i have the tat convention on Saturday, the Jenoah show on Sunday, and the Awol One show Monday.
i'm so excited i could croak.
it's the intervening week of exhausting middle school-esque crappy bakery...
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