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still coughing up blood. if it's not better tomorrow, going to sick call on friday. hopefully it's just that acb trying to turn into pneumonia again (yes, you read that right) and not fucking lung cancer. it's never gotten this bad this quickly before, so i'm a bit worried. and it's started off with blood before either, which does nothing to reassure me.

puke blackeyed

-the geist...
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archi:
dude.... go see a doctor. And in an attempt to top last night I offer the following formula..

Splash Dancers + Permenant VIP Pass + Damien + expense account = eeek love biggrin
paintedbat:
wow I hope you'll be ok. Cause coughing up blood is really not cool.

Pit Bulls are banned from Toronto.
I think this is a realy dumb law as it's not the dogs fault and banning a breed of dog will NOT stop people from getting bitten. mad
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yuriel:
-hugs you-

yeah im listening to loaded/sad/angsty music always lately for a day or so i was like kinda giddy then poof....... well yeah thats what crushes do
crush you everytime -sigh-

thanks for the bday wish bro smile
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bluevalentine:
I'm good. meeting someone from SG for the first time when its someone I've come to know as a dear friend is kinda throwing me into a tizzy.

I really want to get tattooed right now
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interesting night last night to say the least. BlueValentine, Archi, and Fortissimo, and your's truly spent the evening getting a bit lit, and basically talking shit to and about just about everybody we looked at. some very interesting moments, but blue's already called dibs on them. i'll simply repeat "that chick is a valtrex commercial waiting for a place to happen."

anyway...
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paintedbat:
oen more week till your back east. I got about 2 weeks to go.

And yes we are rockstarts, but you should have known that already. Oh and it shouldn't have taken smoking and a pair of jeans for you to figure that out. kiss
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this evening's main train of thought, brought to you by breaking benjamin (shut up mike!).

"So Cold"

Crowded streets are cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

[Chorus]

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
satisfied and empty inside...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
you have Koreans at Hood? we had Filipinos and fat white chicks that only liked black dudes at Whidbey. tongue
unknowntrigram:
Wow.
I'm letting you into the BCB group on authors alone. Pratchett and Gaiman?
Done and done.
Welcome to the BCB group.
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invisible woman blues, by henry rollins (from black coffee blues)

before i fall asleep at night, i close my eyes and wrap myself around you. i can feel your breath on my neck, in my mind it's real. you're real. just thinking about it makes me stare at the wall for minutes at a time like i'm in a trance today i sat in teh...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
you're ain't smoking nothing but pole like you usually do...

just go get some Starbucks and call it cool.
frantic:
so much of a prat hes been zotted from the looks of it. What he do?
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6 years ago today, i got clean. unfortunately, it was after watching my first love die in my arms of a herion overdose while we were both trying to kick.

"only the blue sky and the green grass goes on forever. today is a good day to die."

-the geist
xmilitaryxmikex:
...uh, yeah. surreal
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"regret, i'll kill that guy
despair, shoot him.
lonlines come foward, i want to disfigure you."-rollins,monster

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anyway, still up, pt got cancelled, so i'm gonna try and get a little sleep before work now.

-the geist


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yuriel:
yay biggrin

cus i hate macho alpha bravado types obviously wink
-laughs-

but you knew that.

oh and right wingers of any kind, libertarians that arent social, fascists, and anyone with the same bent as Ayn Rand hah.
wink <3
-sigh yeah
same here girtls i want. always so far out of league....

im a bencher for little league and theyre an all star in the majors hah
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deathtoforls:
drinking? this weekend? HELL YEAH! that is if I am here. Life has dealt me some blows this past year and damnit, I've been thinking bout just picking up and moving on with whatever tiny ass amount of money I can get from selling my crap. Will this likely happen by this weekend? No, but there's always a chance...but I would love to go drinking biggrin
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fell asleep reading. slept for 7 hours. now i can't sleep. fuck. induced insomnia blows. no booze to knock myself out with either. goddammit!

mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad

-the geist
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bored. somebody call me and entertain me.

-the geist
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paintedbat:
hahahaha yeah that's Blake's hat
says "I hunt White Tails year round"
sigh...redneck
paintedbat:
so amny comments eh?
well I wanna hear some of them!!
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i have decided that Caboose from RedvsBlue is my hero.

you have been briefed, carry on.

"my name is michael j. caboose, and i hate babies!" mad

-the geist
xmilitaryxmikex:
"Caboose" = good song by Snapcase

Snapcase = good band to have a rare basketball jersey of

basketball jersey = mid-late 90s hardcore style

you = robo-goth robot skull

tongue biggrin

[Edited on Aug 05, 2005 5:32AM]