Oh boy. I wish that I did...
But I'm just trying to find a guy that can put up with my unstable moods, drug problems, my psychosis, my constantly sick kitty and my crazy assanation plots against the president...
Real Enlightenment is Eating a Tangerine
Well guys, despite my plan, it didn't take anywhere near 60 days to sort my shit out. More like the better part of two days.
I couldn't sleep tonight, so I went outside to stare off into space and try to clear my mind a bit. Do some breathing exercises and see if I couldn't get sleepy.
G'day mate, (Am feeling a little too aussie for my own good at the moment)! Ha ha ha.
Just to let you know the pic of the Cheetah was sitting on the otherside of a glass window, so it is a little decieving - was still very close to him though - I took about 45 pics of him and only got about 3 or 4 good ones with no reflection from the window. You know Steve Irwin? - the aussie Croc guy - Crikey, and all that? well these photos were taken at his zoo here in Aus.
Just to let you know mate I'm leaving SG - I don't really use it that much - you have my email dont ya, we should still correspond. Good luck over there mate and keep safe.
Cheers
- Dean
Ok, Mike asked me to explain why I'm about to take a two month hiatus from my life. No books, no movies, no magazines, no music, no interweb, no myspace, no suicide girls, no Protect, no Punks Protect Kids, no nothing. No external stimuli of a voluntary nature of any kind. I will eat, sleep, shower, workout and go to work starting Friday and ending... Read More
I am the king of self infliction
Well kiddos, this is it. I've finally come the end of my rope. I've come to the point where I've realized that I've attached myself to too many things, tried to do too much. And yet, it does nothing to alleviate this emptiness inside of me.
I'm seeing too many friends drift away at best, and turn into... Read More
ok, i was perhaps (or should i says as usual) a bit less clear than i had intended with my last update. when i said leaving sg, i meant i wouldn't be updating or posting with my groups and such until i'd gotten my head screwed on straight again. my account would still be active, but i wouldn't be using it....
so....i think i may be leaving SG. i think it's time to cut everything out of my life that i don't absolutely need, and then very slowly let things that i find i can't do without in....
think i'll be cutting most communications off as well....this has nothing to do with anyone here, but i've reached a point where most of the things in my... Read More
had an long MSN chat with painted_bat this morning. if i was half as cool as her, i'd be twice as cool as me.
so go tell her hello or i'll put a bag over your head and beat you in the face until you drown on your own blood....
kidding, but i will glare at you for a moment...
so yeah, 5 fucking days smoke free....it's actually easier than any other time i've quit, this cold turkey stuff....so yeah, yay me.
in other news, despite the fact you are all no mailing bastards( ), all of you have had pictures from here (don't worry, no nudity, 'cause it's an order and i don't feel like getting screamed at) and are going up in my... Read More
But I'm just trying to find a guy that can put up with my unstable moods, drug problems, my psychosis, my constantly sick kitty and my crazy assanation plots against the president...
Hell. You're right. There is no hope.