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finally, a good day was had for once this week. last night got to speak/im with three very cool people. found out that what i thought might be disasterous thing wasn't gonna be. now if i could just get the army to go on and give me the 7 1/2 large it's owed me for like four years now, then everything would be peachy.

still...
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ok, first things first. here's the promised update on the benefit.

doors open at 2:00pm
Bands-
Lenna 2:20-2:50pm
Garage34 3:10-3:40pm
The Dexters 4:00-430pm
Courage Under Chaos 4:50-5:20pm
Forgetting April 5:40-6:10pm
Here's to Nothing 6:30-7:00pm
AndStartWest 7:20-7:50pm

minimum donation of $5 bucks to get in, if you want to give anything else, we'll more than appreciate it. this is a benefit for the National Association to...
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I see what the killer sees, I put myself in his head. I become the thing we fear the most. I become capability. I become tthe horror, what we know we can become only in our heart of darkness. It's my gift, my curse.
Frank Black, Millenium


this is how i begin to feel almost every day.

-the geist

you know, you try and you try and people say they're down with the plan, and then they disappear and it all goes to shit. the only two people not to shit the bed on this benefit for Protect are scott and trey. everyone else says they're down, yet can't be found when needed. so i'm calling it off, sorry to anybody who was interested,...
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christ i'm a posting bastard today. anyway....

i have this idea, and finally came up with what to call it, but bare with me while i tell you the whole thing.

one of the lines of thought i was running today, and several times recently was about labels. as in the labels we apply to ourselves based on whatever sub-/counter cultures we belong to. now...
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finally got off my ass and went to see hitchhiker's guide. very very good, very enjoyable. spent the whole day out shopping. found a cool book called fruits that just photos of harujuku kids and their fashion. very cool book.

also spent the whole day alone. haven't done that by choice in a long time. did a lot of thinking and came to a few...
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fuck everything and almost everybody. i really need to find a better class of freind, or at least freinds who don't expect me to handle all the crises and skip all the fun. i'm tired of being the one everybody bitches at and the one who gets teh be the shoulder to cry on, but the minute things are fine, i become fifth wheel man...
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oh, and damn all of you for talking about degrassi so much, like i needed another tv show with which to try and fill my empty life. *sigh*

a fie on you, a fie on you all.

oh yeah, everyone should buy terrorfakt's cold steel world. good cd, good indeed.

-the geist

back to texas now, hellacious drive. much rain and stupid traffic. had fun in ohio though, although the people being polite was odd. met some cool people at the show.

social d may be getting a bit older, but they still through a hell of a show.

anyway, benefit is on and heading steady.

more later.

you have been briefed, carry on.

the geist
(tired...
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hey, if anyone's going to be at th social distortion show in columbus tonight, i'll be wearing the agnostic front tour shirt with a black bandanna hanging out of my left pocket.

peace,
the geist