"Are you a god?" they asked.
"No."
"An angel?"
"No."
"A saint?"
"No."
"Then what are you?"
Buddha answered, "I am awake."
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the above quote has been stuck in my mind since i first read it many many years ago. i often come back to it in times in which i seem to be struggling with issues of all kinds.
i've come to realize...
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"No."
"An angel?"
"No."
"A saint?"
"No."
"Then what are you?"
Buddha answered, "I am awake."
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the above quote has been stuck in my mind since i first read it many many years ago. i often come back to it in times in which i seem to be struggling with issues of all kinds.
i've come to realize...
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these are my rules, and when the back piece is finished, there will be one symbol per rule down my spine.
1) family first, no questions, no hesitations. without family you are less than nothing. they are your first duty. defend those you can, avenge those you failed.
2) the will is a lie. there are only nonor and responibility. duty is heavier than a...
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1) family first, no questions, no hesitations. without family you are less than nothing. they are your first duty. defend those you can, avenge those you failed.
2) the will is a lie. there are only nonor and responibility. duty is heavier than a...
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volkov:
emo? TICKLE THIS, Emo!!!
I'm afraid I'll be in Louisianna at a field ex. that weekend. so no drinky for me. well maybe, but if I do it'll be out in the field wearing camo.
y'all have fun though. I'll make it out some other time.
v
I'm afraid I'll be in Louisianna at a field ex. that weekend. so no drinky for me. well maybe, but if I do it'll be out in the field wearing camo.
y'all have fun though. I'll make it out some other time.
v
volkov:
do you have the symbols you are going to use for your tattoos? it sounds like it's going to be an involved work.
for kori, who is lost to me. "i would remember that i have see the dragons on the winds of the morning and be content."
Humble and helpless
Learning to pray
Praying for visions
to Show me the way
Show me the way to forgive you
Allow me to let it go
Allow me to be forgiven
Show me the way to let go
Show...
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Humble and helpless
Learning to pray
Praying for visions
to Show me the way
Show me the way to forgive you
Allow me to let it go
Allow me to be forgiven
Show me the way to let go
Show...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
A Perfect Circle is such a great band and side project. It still amazes me that Josh Friese from The Vandals plays drums for them.
basically anything Maynard James Keenan related is great stuff. Can't be snobby about great music like Tool and A Perfect Circle, although at first I was apprehensive about the kind of people that were generally into industrial music back then, but I just overlooked them and industrial is kinda going downhill in popularity and quality.
basically anything Maynard James Keenan related is great stuff. Can't be snobby about great music like Tool and A Perfect Circle, although at first I was apprehensive about the kind of people that were generally into industrial music back then, but I just overlooked them and industrial is kinda going downhill in popularity and quality.
today was ok. talked to mike on ims for a while, but nobody answered their phone tonight. ergo, i'm a bit sad.
smile kids, it could always be worse, you could be me.
-the geist
smile kids, it could always be worse, you could be me.
-the geist
paintedbat:
I'll be there for the whole month of Aug
I'll be there for the whole month of Aug
xmilitaryxmikex:
"things could always be worse: you could have your penis cut off while you were asleep and thrown out the window of a moving vehicle."
Always trouble surrounding me
But I've learned from past mistakes
I've seen true hate, felt real pain
Still there's nothing that can stop me
--you know the song and the band
Always trouble surrounding me
But I've learned from past mistakes
I've seen true hate, felt real pain
Still there's nothing that can stop me
--you know the song and the band
this week has absolutely fucking sucked so far.
it makes me tired and depressed even to think of it.
the day of the bullet looms large in the foreground.
better to die on my feet than live on my knees.
-the geist
it makes me tired and depressed even to think of it.
the day of the bullet looms large in the foreground.
better to die on my feet than live on my knees.
-the geist
xmilitaryxmikex:
then stop your whining, rise up and overcome!
build a bridge and get over it! hahaha
build a bridge and get over it! hahaha
paintedbat:
awwww I'm sorry to hear things are bad for you right now
i think it can be safely and accurately said that the date started well and ended a total fiasco.
let's just say that abject drunkeness on her part, combined with some sort of quest to see how many times she could kidney punch me at the show, did not make for an excellent evening.
so here's the story. hung out and grabbed some food earlier...
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let's just say that abject drunkeness on her part, combined with some sort of quest to see how many times she could kidney punch me at the show, did not make for an excellent evening.
so here's the story. hung out and grabbed some food earlier...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
well, sometimes you got to switch sports...
I mean, look at Michael Jordan playing baseball or Bo Jackson and football...
I mean, look at Michael Jordan playing baseball or Bo Jackson and football...
volkov:
sheesh.
I don't know how many hits to the kidney I could take without hitting back. seriously.
I couldn't play that game either. I've found I'd rather just wait long periods of time and "date" girls I know I honestly like from previous exposure to them.
I don't know how many hits to the kidney I could take without hitting back. seriously.
I couldn't play that game either. I've found I'd rather just wait long periods of time and "date" girls I know I honestly like from previous exposure to them.
ok, not much to tell except i'm low level famous now.
Punks Protect Kids
go there and check out the austin show. it's not the final layout, and none of it's labeled, but it's up in the rough.
and don't let trey bullshit you. he makes me sound oh so much greater than i am. he fails to mention the 50 bajillion phone calls from...
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Punks Protect Kids
go there and check out the austin show. it's not the final layout, and none of it's labeled, but it's up in the rough.
and don't let trey bullshit you. he makes me sound oh so much greater than i am. he fails to mention the 50 bajillion phone calls from...
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deathtoforls:
good luck, though with you're charming ways, I doubt you'll need it
frantic:
i thought they spewed red hot lava. but hey thats so last year!!!! howd the date go?
ok me buckos, time for a sort of middle of the week kinda up date.
not a whole lot going on here. i've secured living space when i get back east in (hopefully) about 8 months. gonna be splitting a house with a friend of mine who's an emt. i get half a four bedroom house for 400 ducats a month. not bad, eh? plus,...
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not a whole lot going on here. i've secured living space when i get back east in (hopefully) about 8 months. gonna be splitting a house with a friend of mine who's an emt. i get half a four bedroom house for 400 ducats a month. not bad, eh? plus,...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! You'll never believe what I just saw on MTV!
A hardcore girl (dancing, fighting and all) wants to be refined to a prom queen on MADE!!!
I put a post on the Hardcore group, but WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?!
A hardcore girl (dancing, fighting and all) wants to be refined to a prom queen on MADE!!!
I put a post on the Hardcore group, but WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?!
xmilitaryxmikex:
Keep talking shit, motherfucker! 
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deathtoforls:
Berry berry nice ink
Thanks for the shot and the grace with which you handled Saturday night. You east coast boys are truly da bomb
Thanks for the shot and the grace with which you handled Saturday night. You east coast boys are truly da bomb
deathtoforls:
coffee? did someone say coffee? ANYTIME...I'm free til Friday.
Oh yes, and thanks for the compliment, and had you wanted to impress me, dropping him on his head repeatedly might've made me laugh, and I still wouldve been quite impressed
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Oh yes, and thanks for the compliment, and had you wanted to impress me, dropping him on his head repeatedly might've made me laugh, and I still wouldve been quite impressed
[Edited on Jul 19, 2005 6:14PM]
So impressed with all you do
Tried so hard to be like you
Flew too high and burnt the wing
Lost my faith in everything
Lick around divine debris
Taste the wealth of hate in me
Shedding skin succumb defeat
This machine is obsolete
Made the choice to go away
Drink the fountain of decay
Tear a hole exquisite red
Fuck the rest and stab...
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Tried so hard to be like you
Flew too high and burnt the wing
Lost my faith in everything
Lick around divine debris
Taste the wealth of hate in me
Shedding skin succumb defeat
This machine is obsolete
Made the choice to go away
Drink the fountain of decay
Tear a hole exquisite red
Fuck the rest and stab...
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deage:
thanx, am walking around more freely now and am starting a running program next week to see if the ankle can hold, hopefully am not too far away from getting back to "normal" stuff.
deathtoforls:
Howdy you, been meaning to call but, well, you know me, reclusive at best. Forgot how much I fuckin identified w/ NIN, perhaps because I was happy for awhile, hehe So, I have to hang w/ the morose friend and then get my bitch quota filled by the other friend, but we should chill and maybe grab a coffee if you'd like. I've been asleep for the last 30 hours off and on, so I doubt i'll be seeing much sleep for awhile. Jesus, I should just call ya, this is gettin lengthy 
So, I have to hang w/ the morose friend and then get my bitch quota filled by the other friend, but we should chill and maybe grab a coffee if you'd like. I've been asleep for the last 30 hours off and on, so I doubt i'll be seeing much sleep for awhile. Jesus, I should just call ya, this is gettin lengthy