geist81

so, anyway. me and the girl had it out for real last night, and apperantly i'm a complete ass. this in addition to her other recent complaints of me being too violent (despite the fact that anybody who's known me for more than about three seconds, knows i'd never raise my hand to someone i cared about. ever. period, paragraph, end of story), i'm controlling (because i don't want to be around someone who's smoking, or considering smoking, the weed. pardon me if having learned my lesson as a junkie, i don't want to be around/with drug users anymore. if i was an alcoholic (ok, so i am) in recovery, i hope i wouldn't be expected to go to bars, but then again, i forgot, i'm fucking retarded.

and i guess the fact that she wanted me to attend uga, move to athens, etc, etc...and didn't mind hearing "i love you" should definitely have told me that she wanted to keep this casual and that she wanted to continue to see other people.

jesus. how dumb could/can i be? guess we all know now.
(oh, and kat, if you're reading this, guess what? bitching about my web-journal not being available to you, after taking yours offline....that what we like to call hypocrisy. and it's not like you couldn't have called if i failed to call back. you know i do what i say. guess it's just me being an idiot again, that...))

-josh