Tuesday Aug 09, 2005

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6 years ago today, i got clean. unfortunately, it was after watching my first love die in my arms of a herion overdose while we were both trying to kick.

"only the blue sky and the green grass goes on forever. today is a good day to die."

-the geist
xmilitaryxmikex:
...uh, yeah. surreal

Tuesday Aug 09, 2005

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"regret, i'll kill that guy
despair, shoot him.
lonlines come foward, i want to disfigure you."-rollins,monster

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anyway, still up, pt got cancelled, so i'm gonna try and get a little sleep before work now.

-the geist


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yuriel:
yay biggrin

cus i hate macho alpha bravado types obviously wink
-laughs-

but you knew that.

oh and right wingers of any kind, libertarians that arent social, fascists, and anyone with the same bent as Ayn Rand hah.
wink <3
-sigh yeah
same here girtls i want. always so far out of league....

im a bencher for little league and theyre an all star in the majors hah
EL SUICIDO LOCO
deathtoforls:
drinking? this weekend? HELL YEAH! that is if I am here. Life has dealt me some blows this past year and damnit, I've been thinking bout just picking up and moving on with whatever tiny ass amount of money I can get from selling my crap. Will this likely happen by this weekend? No, but there's always a chance...but I would love to go drinking biggrin

Tuesday Aug 09, 2005

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fell asleep reading. slept for 7 hours. now i can't sleep. fuck. induced insomnia blows. no booze to knock myself out with either. goddammit!

mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad

-the geist

Saturday Aug 06, 2005

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bored. somebody call me and entertain me.

-the geist
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paintedbat:
hahahaha yeah that's Blake's hat
says "I hunt White Tails year round"
sigh...redneck
paintedbat:
so amny comments eh?
well I wanna hear some of them!!

Thursday Aug 04, 2005

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i have decided that Caboose from RedvsBlue is my hero.

you have been briefed, carry on.

"my name is michael j. caboose, and i hate babies!" mad

-the geist
xmilitaryxmikex:
"Caboose" = good song by Snapcase

Snapcase = good band to have a rare basketball jersey of

basketball jersey = mid-late 90s hardcore style

you = robo-goth robot skull

tongue biggrin

[Edited on Aug 05, 2005 5:32AM]

Wednesday Aug 03, 2005

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"Are you a god?" they asked.
"No."
"An angel?"
"No."
"A saint?"
"No."
"Then what are you?"
Buddha answered, "I am awake."
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the above quote has been stuck in my mind since i first read it many many years ago. i often come back to it in times in which i seem to be struggling with issues of all kinds.

i've come to realize...
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Tuesday Aug 02, 2005

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these are my rules, and when the back piece is finished, there will be one symbol per rule down my spine.

1) family first, no questions, no hesitations. without family you are less than nothing. they are your first duty. defend those you can, avenge those you failed.

2) the will is a lie. there are only nonor and responibility. duty is heavier than a...
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volkov:
emo? TICKLE THIS, Emo!!!

biggrin

I'm afraid I'll be in Louisianna at a field ex. that weekend. so no drinky for me. well maybe, but if I do it'll be out in the field wearing camo.


y'all have fun though. I'll make it out some other time.

v
volkov:
do you have the symbols you are going to use for your tattoos? it sounds like it's going to be an involved work.

Sunday Jul 31, 2005

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for kori, who is lost to me. "i would remember that i have see the dragons on the winds of the morning and be content."

Humble and helpless
Learning to pray
Praying for visions
to Show me the way
Show me the way to forgive you
Allow me to let it go
Allow me to be forgiven
Show me the way to let go
Show...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
A Perfect Circle is such a great band and side project. It still amazes me that Josh Friese from The Vandals plays drums for them.

basically anything Maynard James Keenan related is great stuff. Can't be snobby about great music like Tool and A Perfect Circle, although at first I was apprehensive about the kind of people that were generally into industrial music back then, but I just overlooked them and industrial is kinda going downhill in popularity and quality.

Thursday Jul 28, 2005

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today was ok. talked to mike on ims for a while, but nobody answered their phone tonight. ergo, i'm a bit sad.

smile kids, it could always be worse, you could be me.

-the geist
paintedbat:
frown frown frown frown frown frown frown

I'll be there for the whole month of Aug
xmilitaryxmikex:
"things could always be worse: you could have your penis cut off while you were asleep and thrown out the window of a moving vehicle."

Always trouble surrounding me
But I've learned from past mistakes
I've seen true hate, felt real pain
Still there's nothing that can stop me
--you know the song and the band

Wednesday Jul 27, 2005

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this week has absolutely fucking sucked so far.

it makes me tired and depressed even to think of it.

the day of the bullet looms large in the foreground.

better to die on my feet than live on my knees.

-the geist
xmilitaryxmikex:
then stop your whining, rise up and overcome!

build a bridge and get over it! hahaha wink biggrin
paintedbat:
awwww I'm sorry to hear things are bad for you right now frown

Sunday Jul 24, 2005

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i think it can be safely and accurately said that the date started well and ended a total fiasco.

let's just say that abject drunkeness on her part, combined with some sort of quest to see how many times she could kidney punch me at the show, did not make for an excellent evening.

so here's the story. hung out and grabbed some food earlier...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
well, sometimes you got to switch sports...

I mean, look at Michael Jordan playing baseball or Bo Jackson and football... whatever
volkov:
sheesh.

I don't know how many hits to the kidney I could take without hitting back. seriously.

I couldn't play that game either. I've found I'd rather just wait long periods of time and "date" girls I know I honestly like from previous exposure to them.

Thursday Jul 21, 2005

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ok, not much to tell except i'm low level famous now.

Punks Protect Kids

go there and check out the austin show. it's not the final layout, and none of it's labeled, but it's up in the rough.

and don't let trey bullshit you. he makes me sound oh so much greater than i am. he fails to mention the 50 bajillion phone calls from...
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deathtoforls:
good luck, though with you're charming ways, I doubt you'll need it wink
frantic:
i thought they spewed red hot lava. but hey thats so last year!!!! howd the date go?
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