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arrived sunday night safe and sound, there as been much eating drinking and carousing. a real update tomorrow night. later.

-the geist

alright guys and girls, last entry before i hit the road. i'll probably be incommunicado for a couple of days. if anybody direly needs to reach me, you've probably already got my cell number, or you can hit me through email.

-the geist

((please note, if you are in my freinds list, this does not apply to you, unless you've suddenly become a raging hippy overnight))

(editor's note-this does not reflect my opinion of every civlian i've ever met, but far too many of you have displayed an ignorance of the world you live in lately. i do not care if you do not support the war, but...
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new name guys. like most of you hadn't already picked up on it...yeah, that's me, captain obvious.

so yeah, the bhm is about to under go some serious restructing and i decided it's gonna have to be renamed. tired of dealing with idiots who can't look past our name to our actions. they forget, if you can't be counted on you won't be counted in...
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mri results came back on my knee today. structural damage, but i won't need surgery until my mid-30's hopefully. this is good, because being unconscious in a room full of nitwit military doctors was worrying the hell out of me.

other good news, no blood at all from the lungs today, and the cough is diminishing. yay me again.

heading back to georgia around midnight...
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still sick, but no blood (at least way less anyway). see guys, told you that ignoring it for four days would cure it.

in other words, 3 more days and then i'm on the road and back to joja. sweetness.

other than that, everybody go say hello to vanitysnewgun, or i'll busta uppa you face!

anyway cats and kittens, peace.

-the geist

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Dante's Prayer
(Words and music by Loreena McKennitt)
When the dark wood fell before me
And all the paths were overgrown
When the priests of pride say there is no other way
I tilled the sorrows of stone

I did not believe because I could not see
Though you came to me in the night
When the dawn seemed forever lost
You showed me your...
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still coughing up blood. if it's not better tomorrow, going to sick call on friday. hopefully it's just that acb trying to turn into pneumonia again (yes, you read that right) and not fucking lung cancer. it's never gotten this bad this quickly before, so i'm a bit worried. and it's started off with blood before either, which does nothing to reassure me.



-the geist...
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interesting night last night to say the least. BlueValentine, Archi, and Fortissimo, and your's truly spent the evening getting a bit lit, and basically talking shit to and about just about everybody we looked at. some very interesting moments, but blue's already called dibs on them. i'll simply repeat "that chick is a valtrex commercial waiting for a place to happen."

anyway...
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this evening's main train of thought, brought to you by breaking benjamin (shut up mike!).

"So Cold"

Crowded streets are cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

[Chorus]

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
satisfied and empty inside...
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invisible woman blues, by henry rollins (from black coffee blues)

before i fall asleep at night, i close my eyes and wrap myself around you. i can feel your breath on my neck, in my mind it's real. you're real. just thinking about it makes me stare at the wall for minutes at a time like i'm in a trance today i sat in teh...
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