well kiddos, due to the timeline for the next two days, looks like this will be my last update until either a)i get to the desert, or b)the computers there won't give me access to sg land, in which case i won't be able to update until i get back.
and in case things go wrong, and not all of us make it back, it's...
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frantic:
sing dammit!
chaosmachine:
I hope they have access there, or it's going to be a boring deployment for me too!
:::BREAKING NEWS:::
i think i will have some rather shitty news in a few hours...but let's just say that i probably won't be making the SG show on tuesday.
-josh
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just got the call. looks like i'm flying back to the sandbox on sunday. probably. so yeah, this fucking sucks.
-josh
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so yeah, looks like we're 90-95% garaunteed to fly sometime...
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i think i will have some rather shitty news in a few hours...but let's just say that i probably won't be making the SG show on tuesday.
-josh
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just got the call. looks like i'm flying back to the sandbox on sunday. probably. so yeah, this fucking sucks.
-josh
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so yeah, looks like we're 90-95% garaunteed to fly sometime...
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adeluxe:
Give 'em HELL J-man!
My thoughts are with you an all bros & sis in the quagmire. I will toast to your name,
Godspeed!
My thoughts are with you an all bros & sis in the quagmire. I will toast to your name,
Godspeed!
belladea:
Be careful.. no dying.
Yeah, we've been having a blast. I'm back over at her house again today. We're heading out for breakfast in a wee bit. Good luck boy-o!
EEEK... so very sorry.. This is Aidian.. I didn't realize I wasn't logged in. ARGH!
[Edited on Sep 29, 2005 7:17AM]
Yeah, we've been having a blast. I'm back over at her house again today. We're heading out for breakfast in a wee bit. Good luck boy-o!
EEEK... so very sorry.. This is Aidian.. I didn't realize I wasn't logged in. ARGH!
[Edited on Sep 29, 2005 7:17AM]
getting tattooed sunday. back of my forearm, old school dagger with double ribbon banner, line and color, for two bills. fucking joey rocks. amazing artist, great guy. all around rockstar. did i mention his car is sexier than most people? it's a "fine 59"
-josh
-josh
aidian:
Congrats. New tattoos are the best.. *craves another* Oy are they addictive.
xmilitaryxmikex:
my best friend Jake is getting this pristine condition 1970 Lincoln Continental Mark III with only 100K miles on it, AND for 8 bills. 
all he needs to do is put 20s on it and he'll be swinging sideways, tippin, in tha O.H. (that's Oak Harbor, WA).
all he needs to do is put 20s on it and he'll be swinging sideways, tippin, in tha O.H. (that's Oak Harbor, WA).
so, anyway. me and the girl had it out for real last night, and apperantly i'm a complete ass. this in addition to her other recent complaints of me being too violent (despite the fact that anybody who's known me for more than about three seconds, knows i'd never raise my hand to someone i cared about. ever. period, paragraph, end of story), i'm controlling...
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frantic:
oh right.
if she aint a member have you saved this as a member entry only?
if she aint a member have you saved this as a member entry only?
killingyourheroes:
That sucks...
but what can I say? No one is as great as I am.
Haha...I'm just kidding.
I miss you.
MWAH! 
but what can I say? No one is as great as I am.
Haha...I'm just kidding.
I miss you.
MWAH! new name again guys. this time to keep the ex from reading this and such. sorry for all the damn alias changes recently. this will be the last for a long time, unless of course she finds it.
a full update later on the reason for what will be a booze soaked week later. sorry if i'm being a sad sack bastard again, but you...
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a full update later on the reason for what will be a booze soaked week later. sorry if i'm being a sad sack bastard again, but you...
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frantic:
aaaaaaaa cant keep up!
daghost:
You living in Killeen?
I live in Temple, I will pick you up and take you to Austin for the show.
I live in Temple, I will pick you up and take you to Austin for the show.
It Runs in the Blood (by Most Precious Blood)
Let go
Test the limits of desire
Let go
Penetrate to play with fire
Faceless names in nameless places
Of hope we only find traces
Fuck your addiction
You're not the only one it's killing
Black ink failed
Dry well
Well dry
Will try
Will try not to fail
I know how this will end
Every...
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Let go
Test the limits of desire
Let go
Penetrate to play with fire
Faceless names in nameless places
Of hope we only find traces
Fuck your addiction
You're not the only one it's killing
Black ink failed
Dry well
Well dry
Will try
Will try not to fail
I know how this will end
Every...
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had a couple of people already ask for this, so i'll post it here for the rest of you. it's my mailing address in the desert, but don't send anything until around mid october....
SPC Nicholson
96th Trans Co
Camp Arifjan
APO AE 09366
::message ends::
-the geist
SPC Nicholson
96th Trans Co
Camp Arifjan
APO AE 09366
::message ends::
-the geist
archi:
She's found someone with whom she is smitten and it is not I. Not that big of a deal, but still a bit of a bummer. I'm going ot see her this week in Seattle though along with a bunch of my friends from around the country, so we'll still get to hang out. On the plus side, now I don't have to buy her dinner (she's not a cheap date!). 
archi:
Heh... no thanks. So, will you have an xbox out there on the big beach?
feeling a bit better today. got drunker than shit last night, beat on the freezer door for a while with the old hardcore blasting, and decided to just let the shit with the girl fade away.
maybe one day i'll have what i want, but not really holding to any hope.
can't wait to get back to the desert. shit is just easier there.
::message...
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maybe one day i'll have what i want, but not really holding to any hope.
can't wait to get back to the desert. shit is just easier there.
::message...
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paintedbat:
hey I will send ya a letter while you're out in the hot desert
(((reposting an old journal, because it's appropriate to my mood and i feel like it)))
is that him?
i just want to pull the hood up and wander out into the city, alone, even if only inside my head. ignoring the pointing fingers and stares. the whispers. slide past them all in the fog of thoughts, pass them by like i wish i could the...
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is that him?
i just want to pull the hood up and wander out into the city, alone, even if only inside my head. ignoring the pointing fingers and stares. the whispers. slide past them all in the fog of thoughts, pass them by like i wish i could the...
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only this-
"victory through hate."
::message ends::
-the geist
"victory through hate."
::message ends::
-the geist
Somewhat Damaged
So impressed with all you do
Tried so hard to be like you
Flew too high and burnt the wing
Lost my faith in everything
Lick around divine debris
Taste the wealth of hate in me
Shedding skin succumb defeat
This machine is obsolete
Made the choice to go away
Drink the fountain of decay
Tear a hole exquisite red
Fuck the rest...
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So impressed with all you do
Tried so hard to be like you
Flew too high and burnt the wing
Lost my faith in everything
Lick around divine debris
Taste the wealth of hate in me
Shedding skin succumb defeat
This machine is obsolete
Made the choice to go away
Drink the fountain of decay
Tear a hole exquisite red
Fuck the rest...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
sometimes words are better spoken little or not at all.
that's why I listed those 5 songs...
that's why I listed those 5 songs...
frantic:
well its not all bad. is it?
ok, update happening now due to many frustrations and a bit of just pissyness...
ok, this is more me being frustrated by me than anything else...coughing up blood again, yet still can't quit smoking....what am i, retarded?
the girl is frustrating me...when we dated off and on in highschool...or as i called it...my delinquent phase, she used to do all sorts of shit trying to...
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ok, this is more me being frustrated by me than anything else...coughing up blood again, yet still can't quit smoking....what am i, retarded?
the girl is frustrating me...when we dated off and on in highschool...or as i called it...my delinquent phase, she used to do all sorts of shit trying to...
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deathtoforls:
Hey you, email me your email address so I can get in touch with ya once you're outtie. And perhaps when you return you'd be a love and come visit DC and have a few beers on me
I'm gonna miss you, ya crazy bastard!
I'm gonna miss you, ya crazy bastard!