had an long MSN chat with painted_bat this morning. if i was half as cool as her, i'd be twice as cool as me.
so go tell her hello or i'll put a bag over your head and beat you in the face until you drown on your own blood....
kidding, but i will glare at you for a moment...
other than that, 9 days...
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so go tell her hello or i'll put a bag over your head and beat you in the face until you drown on your own blood....
kidding, but i will glare at you for a moment...
other than that, 9 days...
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paintedbat:
Wow almost a whole post about me!!!!!

today sucked ass...cigarette jones finally kicking in. lungs aching for that sweet, sweet nicotine, but nope, no more.
as the old strife shirt said "in this defiance, i walk the path of true change."
oh but it's hard.
-josh
as the old strife shirt said "in this defiance, i walk the path of true change."
oh but it's hard.
-josh

paintedbat:
I'm glad you didn't give in!
so yeah, 5 fucking days smoke free....it's actually easier than any other time i've quit, this cold turkey stuff....so yeah, yay me.
in other news, despite the fact you are all no mailing bastards(
), all of you have had pictures from here (don't worry, no nudity, 'cause it's an order and i don't feel like getting screamed at) and are going up in my...
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paintedbat:
I know, I know I gotta send you a letter.
Happy halloween though I hope they give you some candy!!
ohh and which picture of me??
Happy halloween though I hope they give you some candy!!
ohh and which picture of me??
bluevalentine:
truck said he misses you too.
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mneylu:
BAHHH!
I've seen better
i did have a safe trip , thank you
I pretended i was super gay and people left me alone.
I've seen better

i did have a safe trip , thank you

I pretended i was super gay and people left me alone.

deage:
yeah mate, I'm still alive and good to see you are as well - so your in the Desert hey? My flat mate just got back from a six month tour over there...enjoying the heat? Good to see you can get access to SG over there - I am pretty sure our guys would block it using the Defence Network...How long you there till? By the way what job do you do? If you can tell me via this area - I work with the computers -setting up etc, commonly known as a Geek amognst other Army guys, that's really all I can say without getting into trouble.
Good luck with the band.
Good luck with the band.
was tempted to leave the last entry up, just cause it's gotten the most comments of anything lately...but no,
so yeah, i went straight edge. for me, because it felt right, not for any other reasons. this is something i chose for myself, and am doing for myself.
don't worry though, i won't become some violently militant hardliner who looks down on everyone for drinking...
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so yeah, i went straight edge. for me, because it felt right, not for any other reasons. this is something i chose for myself, and am doing for myself.
don't worry though, i won't become some violently militant hardliner who looks down on everyone for drinking...
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mneylu:
there's nothin with it. i havent done any of that kind of stuff for a long time.,.a drink now and then.. but meh. it's good for you
and - golly gee mister! shcuks and gawwrsh and all that jaz..
you too could write like me. just don;t check spelling and let your brain explode with crazines..
*maniacal laughter*

and - golly gee mister! shcuks and gawwrsh and all that jaz..
you too could write like me. just don;t check spelling and let your brain explode with crazines..
*maniacal laughter*

paintedbat:
I'm glad to hear you've gon e straight edge, it's always nice to clean your body out. I need to do that with McDoands (I type this as I wipe McDoanlds grease off the keyboard and onto my jeans)
I'm loveing the profile pictures. I wanna get me one there like "Bookworm" cause I'm a giant nerd.
I'm loveing the profile pictures. I wanna get me one there like "Bookworm" cause I'm a giant nerd.

guess i ought to let everyone know.....
i've gone straight edge....
so yeah...
-josh
i've gone straight edge....
so yeah...
-josh
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mneylu:
to the what?
thanks
ahh geez, I have no idea what that is in C's/but wait a sec... that's pretty damn hot!!!! jesus. you need an ice lady to come rub you down.
thanks

ahh geez, I have no idea what that is in C's/but wait a sec... that's pretty damn hot!!!! jesus. you need an ice lady to come rub you down.

frantic:
erm say what?
::wonders why he even bothers::
eireann:
so I can read it, you dork.
aidian:
Going invisible. May come back at another time under different name but I doubt it. I will miss all you guys.
Aidian

Aidian
"To all the kids who still got heart and the ones who were here FROM THE START!
If you love hardcore you got nothing to lose
If you really got heart you got nothing to prove
You're here for the right reasons: THE MUSIC, THE MESSAGE, and FRIENDSHIP!"
--Death Threat, "Hated and Proud"
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If you love hardcore you got nothing to lose
If you really got heart you got nothing to prove
You're here for the right reasons: THE MUSIC, THE MESSAGE, and FRIENDSHIP!"
--Death Threat, "Hated and Proud"
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yuriel:
oddly enough i like someone else's suggestion the best :\
..o..O..o...

..o..O..o...

still here in the desert....still bored. waiting on my tossers' cd to get here from victory. not much else to report....damn this is boring, even for me....
-josh
-josh
paintedbat:
awww sorry to hear it's boring out there

xmilitaryxmikex:
but are you quitting damn smoking?

stupid training, stupid almost getting shot, stupid fucking heat and god damned stupid fucking commander. today has rather sucked...getting my laundry and going to bed now...
-josh
-josh
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xmilitaryxmikex:
present? I don't want no dildos or anything if that's what you have in mind.

frantic:
stupid fucking computer! thats my thoughts today.........
hmmm...let's see. still here in the desert. damn, keep hoping i'll wake up and this fourth damn trip will be some sort of alcohol and crack in the box induced nightmare. but nope...just your standard shitty reality.
found out i did not, in fact, forget to put my copy of the collected works of thomas paine in my foot locker, which is great. and i...
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found out i did not, in fact, forget to put my copy of the collected works of thomas paine in my foot locker, which is great. and i...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
how many goths does it take to screw in a light bulb?
I just came up with this right now and had to tell you. hahaha
xmilitaryxmikex:
I've shaved my head once before and that was fashion mistake.
the second chance wasn't my choice (bootcamp).
I shave my head, and I look like one of these:


I shave my head, and I look like one of these:
well kiddos, it appears i have access out here. sweet. but very tired, not feeling to well and in dire need of a smoke and a cup of coffee.
a real update later. hope everyone is doing well.
-josh
a real update later. hope everyone is doing well.
-josh
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mneylu:
aw naw.. i dont like to kill the little guys..
volkov:
nah. I didn't take a camera. and it turns out they were roughing up people taking pictures so it's probably a good thing I didn't. I wouldn't have been having any of that shit.