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still nothing new to report, but i thought i'd share part of an email conversation between James and myself.

hmmm...the context of what's going on....that sounds like it could be a very loaded phrase (no offense).
let's see if i can answer this in a way that's comprehensible for a civilian, without coming off as either a war whore or a sob story.
do i...
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paintedbat:
Awesome! I was sure you would be smoking again by now.

Don't worry about the other night. I went out anyway so I wasn't online.

I mailed your Chirstmas card the other day.
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still alive, just nothing new going on...hope everyone is fine and all is well.

::message ends::
fatality:
Best knuckles ever (have I said that?)
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wow...a new record for me today.

every time i opened my mouth, i put both fucking feet and most of my legs in it.

i think maybe i should just stop talking. or writing....or leaving the house/barracks.

what the hell is wrong with me?

-josh
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volkov:
well I managed to buy about $20 worth of groceries and made it stretch pretty far and paid rent with $15 to spare.

but now my girl is 2200 miles away. ah well.


I've had days like that...where I almost choked on my own ankle bone.


mneylu:
whoa. that's a lot of stuff in your mouth.
you could make good money tongue

that's right. tap drinker out of-ers unite!

smile
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"They say true love only comes around once and you have to hold out and be strong until then. I have been waiting. I have been searching. I am a man under the moon, walking the streets of earth until dawn. There's got to be someone for me. It's not too much to ask. Just someone to be with. Someone to love. Someone to give...
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mneylu:
oh no! a lung infection. that is not cool at all. but.. once you go through the testing and the fix the stuff.. it stops a lot from happening and you feel a million times better. my mom had one. thats how i know.
hope things go well for you smile
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Lying all alone and restless unable to lose this image
Sleepless unable to focus on anything but your surrender
Tuggin a rhythm to the vision that's in my head
Tuggin a beat to the sight of you lying
So delighted with a new understanding
Something about a little evil that makes that unmistakable noise
I was hearing unmistakable sound i know so well
Spent and...
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mneylu:
Yay for staying!

Bad photo quality I guess.

No good at dancing....:
http://www.disco-disco.com/disco/steps.html

there you are. I like the Bus Stop myself tongue
edea:
hope you have a happy turkey day smile

gobble gobble
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anybody know any stable women, with no drug problems, mental illness (at least major ones), annoying pets, or bizzare hippyish world views?

there is no hope.

-josh
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eireann:
I thought you were on break from life?
randomrockstar:
Oh boy. I wish that I did...
But I'm just trying to find a guy that can put up with my unstable moods, drug problems, my psychosis, my constantly sick kitty and my crazy assanation plots against the president...

Hell. You're right. There is no hope. wink
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Real Enlightenment is Eating a Tangerine
Well guys, despite my plan, it didn't take anywhere near 60 days to sort my shit out. More like the better part of two days.

I couldn't sleep tonight, so I went outside to stare off into space and try to clear my mind a bit. Do some breathing exercises and see if I couldn't get sleepy.

It started...
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deage:
G'day mate, (Am feeling a little too aussie for my own good at the moment)! Ha ha ha.

Just to let you know the pic of the Cheetah was sitting on the otherside of a glass window, so it is a little decieving - was still very close to him though - I took about 45 pics of him and only got about 3 or 4 good ones with no reflection from the window. You know Steve Irwin? - the aussie Croc guy - Crikey, and all that? well these photos were taken at his zoo here in Aus.
Just to let you know mate I'm leaving SG - I don't really use it that much - you have my email dont ya, we should still correspond. Good luck over there mate and keep safe.
Cheers
- Dean
james:
sure sure, right click away.
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see you guys again on 12jan06.

in the mean time, take care of each other....

::message ends::
paintedbat:
I'm counting the days!!
You're awesome!
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Ok, Mike asked me to explain why I'm about to take a two month hiatus from my life. No books, no movies, no magazines, no music, no interweb, no myspace, no suicide girls, no Protect, no Punks Protect Kids, no nothing. No external stimuli of a voluntary nature of any kind. I will eat, sleep, shower, workout and go to work starting Friday and ending...
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mneylu:
damn straight you better keep indeed.
kiss
frantic:
Hope you find answer your looking for. See you in january.
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I am the king of self infliction
Well kiddos, this is it. I've finally come the end of my rope. I've come to the point where I've realized that I've attached myself to too many things, tried to do too much. And yet, it does nothing to alleviate this emptiness inside of me.
I'm seeing too many friends drift away at best, and turn into...
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paintedbat:
well I'll miss you on here
I know we will keep talking.

Plus I need to see you on webcam all dressed up
volkov:
keep in touch somehow. I know what you mean. it can be a lot to keep up with.

just remember, some friends aren't there all the time. they're just there when you need em to be.

you take care of yourself and yours.

as for putting it all down. be careful with that. maintain some kind of balance.


see you when we see you.

v

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ok, i was perhaps (or should i says as usual) a bit less clear than i had intended with my last update. when i said leaving sg, i meant i wouldn't be updating or posting with my groups and such until i'd gotten my head screwed on straight again. my account would still be active, but i wouldn't be using it....

i'm still figuring out...
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so....i think i may be leaving SG. i think it's time to cut everything out of my life that i don't absolutely need, and then very slowly let things that i find i can't do without in....

think i'll be cutting most communications off as well....this has nothing to do with anyone here, but i've reached a point where most of the things in my...
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paintedbat:
awwwwww don't leave.

and you want my number?
I'll have to think about it. Only cause I'm not a fan of using the phone.
james:
you will be missed.