ok me buckos, time for a sort of middle of the week kinda up date.
not a whole lot going on here. i've secured living space when i get back east in (hopefully) about 8 months. gonna be splitting a house with a friend of mine who's an emt. i get half a four bedroom house for 400 ducats a month. not bad, eh? plus,...
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not a whole lot going on here. i've secured living space when i get back east in (hopefully) about 8 months. gonna be splitting a house with a friend of mine who's an emt. i get half a four bedroom house for 400 ducats a month. not bad, eh? plus,...
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deathtoforls:
Berry berry nice ink 
Thanks for the shot and the grace with which you handled Saturday night. You east coast boys are truly da bomb
Thanks for the shot and the grace with which you handled Saturday night. You east coast boys are truly da bomb
deathtoforls:
coffee? did someone say coffee? ANYTIME...I'm free til Friday.
Oh yes, and thanks for the compliment, and had you wanted to impress me, dropping him on his head repeatedly might've made me laugh, and I still wouldve been quite impressed
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Oh yes, and thanks for the compliment, and had you wanted to impress me, dropping him on his head repeatedly might've made me laugh, and I still wouldve been quite impressed
[Edited on Jul 19, 2005 6:14PM]
So impressed with all you do
Tried so hard to be like you
Flew too high and burnt the wing
Lost my faith in everything
Lick around divine debris
Taste the wealth of hate in me
Shedding skin succumb defeat
This machine is obsolete
Made the choice to go away
Drink the fountain of decay
Tear a hole exquisite red
Fuck the rest and stab...
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Tried so hard to be like you
Flew too high and burnt the wing
Lost my faith in everything
Lick around divine debris
Taste the wealth of hate in me
Shedding skin succumb defeat
This machine is obsolete
Made the choice to go away
Drink the fountain of decay
Tear a hole exquisite red
Fuck the rest and stab...
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deage:
thanx, am walking around more freely now and am starting a running program next week to see if the ankle can hold, hopefully am not too far away from getting back to "normal" stuff.
deathtoforls:
Howdy you, been meaning to call but, well, you know me, reclusive at best. Forgot how much I fuckin identified w/ NIN, perhaps because I was happy for awhile, hehe So, I have to hang w/ the morose friend and then get my bitch quota filled by the other friend, but we should chill and maybe grab a coffee if you'd like. I've been asleep for the last 30 hours off and on, so I doubt i'll be seeing much sleep for awhile. Jesus, I should just call ya, this is gettin lengthy 
So, I have to hang w/ the morose friend and then get my bitch quota filled by the other friend, but we should chill and maybe grab a coffee if you'd like. I've been asleep for the last 30 hours off and on, so I doubt i'll be seeing much sleep for awhile. Jesus, I should just call ya, this is gettin lengthy conditioned to feel nothing.
we turn our backs on all the crimes.
they say what we don't know wont hurt us, but nothing could be further from the
truth.
cries fall on deaf ears, and the killing continues.
[chorus]
in your uncaring life - we are worlds apart.
in this race doomed to fail - we are worlds apart.
in this system you support -...
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we turn our backs on all the crimes.
they say what we don't know wont hurt us, but nothing could be further from the
truth.
cries fall on deaf ears, and the killing continues.
[chorus]
in your uncaring life - we are worlds apart.
in this race doomed to fail - we are worlds apart.
in this system you support -...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
EMO?! Does Mike Arebalo got a choke a bitch?!
I do have the black thick-rimmed glasses, though.
I do have the black thick-rimmed glasses, though.
xmilitaryxmikex:
I won't deny that I have a small collection of emo Dashboard-Saves The Day stuff, but all that's just to get the chicks. You know, cause they have pussies and pussies are into pussy stuff, and dicks are into pussies and those dicks have to dabble in pussy stuff to better their chances to get into pussies. Because, well, dicks fuck pussies.
geist81:
bif naked, hot singer
ok, i guess i should explain the last to entries as they are apparently a little cryptic.
ok, since about a week ago i've been hanging out with a wonderful (or so i thought). we met at her work due to our work schedules conflicting or spent hours on the phone. we got along fine, and made out a bit over her dinner break a...
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ok, since about a week ago i've been hanging out with a wonderful (or so i thought). we met at her work due to our work schedules conflicting or spent hours on the phone. we got along fine, and made out a bit over her dinner break a...
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deathtoforls:
I am doing much better today...Thank you for asking 
That sucks...what a cunt...be glad you found out sooner rather than later. She probably had VD anyways 
. Single is good, single is freedom...just think about marriage and you'll appreciate it more and more . Besides, with all your lovely lady friends, why bother with the drama of a girlfriend? You have to put up w/ their bad moods, buy 'em shit on holidays, and in my experience, being in a relationship for long enough pretty much makes it certain you wont get laid very often, hehe. 
That sucks...what a cunt...be glad you found out sooner rather than later. She probably had VD anyways . Single is good, single is freedom...just think about marriage and you'll appreciate it more and more . Besides, with all your lovely lady friends, why bother with the drama of a girlfriend? You have to put up w/ their bad moods, buy 'em shit on holidays, and in my experience, being in a relationship for long enough pretty much makes it certain you wont get laid very often, hehe. 
bluevalentine:
I;m up for it. we could probably talk Jocelyn into it. I'll check with Jonathan too
i am not a rock star. i'm the same lonely piece of shit i was two days before today. i give up.
-the geist
-the geist
xmilitaryxmikex:
Yeah, it'd be nice to mob on the motherfuckers that did this shit, but I can't be too, too mad about the casserole on my truck. At least it was that and not keyed or anything worse.
other than that, now what's up with you?
other than that, now what's up with you?
randomrockstar:
But you never said why you were a rock star in the first place...
I think that you are a rockstar, if it's any consolation.
I AM A ROCKSTAR, even though I've been horribly depressed lately. I've been thinking a lot about suicide, even though I'd never kill myself...more like other people commiting suicide...I don't know. I'm rambling in you journal..."look at me! I'm an attention whore!"
I think that you are a rockstar, if it's any consolation.
I AM A ROCKSTAR, even though I've been horribly depressed lately. I've been thinking a lot about suicide, even though I'd never kill myself...more like other people commiting suicide...I don't know. I'm rambling in you journal..."look at me! I'm an attention whore!"
i am a fucking rock star. more later, as work will begin soon and i need the four hours of sleep i'm getting tonight.
-the geist
-the geist
xmilitaryxmikex:
you mother effin pimp! hahahaha
deathtoforls:
Hiyas, did not get the chance to call ya back as I was in the midst of a seriously loud and rawking show in Dallas when you called, but you should dial my digits later, iffin ya wanna
cable guy just left. more later.
-the geist
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well cats and kittens, it appears to have not taken nearly as long as i thought it might to get back here. thank...uh....random chaotic fate (what, i'm an athiest)
so yeah, got to hang out with some cool people at BlueValentine's party on the fourth. much fun. and i still plan on stealing her dog....
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-the geist
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well cats and kittens, it appears to have not taken nearly as long as i thought it might to get back here. thank...uh....random chaotic fate (what, i'm an athiest)
so yeah, got to hang out with some cool people at BlueValentine's party on the fourth. much fun. and i still plan on stealing her dog....
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bluevalentine:
I do have your sunglasses..
paintedbat:
wow that was fast!
glad you're back
glad you're back
this is not goodbye. only a farewell and a promise of return.
-the geist
-the geist
xmilitaryxmikex:
whoops, sorry...didn't bother to double check who they were. 
ok, last post here for an indefinite period of time, as my room mate's leaving and i don't have the money to fix the modem in my laptop. so no computer access until my bonus gets here. sorry guys. so i leave you with neitzsche.
Plan for an unfinished book: The Eternal Recurrence
My philosophy brings the triumphant idea of which all other modes of...
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Plan for an unfinished book: The Eternal Recurrence
My philosophy brings the triumphant idea of which all other modes of...
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paintedbat:
awww man thta sucks!!!
ow long do you think you'll be gone?
ow long do you think you'll be gone?
xmilitaryxmikex:
yeah, just like he^^^^ said!
ok day today. still no bonus, but i'm beginning to give up hope that 4 years and three deployments doesn't mean shit to the army. we are truly a mercenary force. but that also means i can quit. which i will, if my cash isn't here by the end of july.
on a brighter note, i'll be attending my first suicide girls event in austin...
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baby_c:
hey im goin to the army. kool. 
baby_c:
well my sis is in the marines brother is goin in the navy and my dad really wants me in the army. i now it sux. but i can make it fun
A hardcore girl (dancing, fighting and all) wants to be refined to a prom queen on MADE!!!
I put a post on the Hardcore group, but WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?!