geike

U4IA is going to be the name of our dance night. I kinda like it.

Anyways on to more important stuff. I have gotten myself in way over my head.
I have decided to make little christmas presents for everyone at work. That is about 20 people. I really only wanted to make presents for the 7 people that I know better. But I decided that that would be really not cool to make things for half and not for the other half.

Everyone works with people they get along with, and people they just dont have much in common with. So now I am stumped what to get some of the people. And It is taking up a whole lot more time then I thought.

I hate Christmas. I dont like all the pressure. I hate shopping And that seems like that is all Christmas is

I am looking forward to the SGAZ christmas party on Sat. I am nervous as hell. I still havent decided who I should take with me. It is in Phoenix so it is a little harder. And I found out I am working on the Sunday after. I am going to be sooooooo tired. But I dont care.

And last but not least. I am once again confused by the boy species.
That boy never called me, after he told me twice I am going to call you. So I decided to call him myself. Call his bluff. Well, he was very friendly. Said he wanted to hang out. We ended up going back to my house after. He practicallyl ripped my clothes off. But I told him no. Damn it. Why do you not call me, then rip my clothes off.
Am I suppose to think you like me. Am I suppose to just accept the sex and then figure out what happens later. Or is it just a one time mistake. I thought I liked you, But I dont know where you are taking things.

So once again he says he is going to call and didnt. Maybe if I had put out he would have called. But then again maybe he wouldnt, that is why I didnt. Explain first.

Why am I such a prude. All my friends can just have sex anytime they can get it. I love sex But I am getting picky in my older age. You better impress me if you are going to get in my pants.
I know how to please myself (with the help of SGs hehehe) I dont need you.

Ok enough ranting. bla bla bla.
Fuck boys!!!!!!