Friday Nov 11, 2005

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Why do I always have to screw things up. Why cant I just be cool and hang out and not let my brain take over and make me do really stupid things. Why cant I just act normal.

The older I get the more bitter I get, and I let it come out. Thats not fun to be around. ARRR!!!

Why cant I keep any friends? What the hell is wrong with me? robot
I hate my life right now. I have being depressed. I cant wait till I can get through this.

puke puke puke
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corporatespy:
Hey... the silver lining here is we're getting some nice cool weather, and some gray skies instead of the 120* crap! I do the brain thing too... and when I try to turn it off, I do the thing where I speak and it feels like someone took controll of my body and im hearing the words only as they come out of my mouth. Neither are fun to be around! hehe... Hope things get better for ya!

p.s. Acting normal is overrated anyway. Who the hell wants that!
p.p.s. I agree with annamei... vodka good thinking bad.
winnie:
i have been wondering why i can't keep ((particular)) friends lately either frown i think you have a lot of amazing people in your life and you should focus your energy on them....hope you feel better! you should stop by my studio this weekend...

[Edited on Nov 12, 2005 12:33AM]

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