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So I was feeling blue before, I just got hit with some more bad news, my little bro has skin cancer... WHAT THE FUCK! My grandfather died a few months ago from cancer and both of my grandmothers had it, so now it's moving into the younger generations? I still feel like I am too young to deal with this shit, what happened to all of the years of living life to the fullest, your twenties are suppose to be one of the best times of our lives, and now I have to go check all of my freckels for abnormalities? There is so much I want from life, and this kinda shit makes you look at what you have and ask yourself where is my life heading, and if you don't like the direction it's going than you only have yourself to blame. I am done wasting time, it is now time to shit or get off the pot! Life is too short, and you should live every expierence you need to. When the day is over now is what you have to look back on...Is it everything you want? Fix it while you still can.