tomorrow is the last official day of detox. but i am going to try to keep the tox to a minimum from here on out. wheat only once a week. booze only once a week (or less). more raw, more juice, etc.
i'm finding myself in a very uncertain space right now. so much of what is important to me is just out of reach or just out of my control. normally i would freak out and try to manipulate circumstances so that i'd feel in control again. but i'm going to resist. just let it happen.
but the IGG (instant gratification girl) in me keeps saying I WANT IT NOW! (enter veruca salt and the goose that lays the golden eggs)
shhhhh! you have your whole life. you dont need to get to the end just yet.
i'm finding myself in a very uncertain space right now. so much of what is important to me is just out of reach or just out of my control. normally i would freak out and try to manipulate circumstances so that i'd feel in control again. but i'm going to resist. just let it happen.
but the IGG (instant gratification girl) in me keeps saying I WANT IT NOW! (enter veruca salt and the goose that lays the golden eggs)
shhhhh! you have your whole life. you dont need to get to the end just yet.
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aren't stock photographs the most bizarre and pukey things? maybe because i worked for a cheesy ad agency that only did local real estate newspaper ads and brochures and they were always picking these pictures of happy white people in the sun to sell their condos. like the ones you see in banks with happy people of color, older people and lots more white people getting mortgages. they are so fucking happy
geckogirl's a great name!!!
i was once cleaning my studio and i moved a painting away from the wall and there was this bright turquoise lizard stuck on the wall. i froze. it wasn't moving. i thought it was fake and somebody put it there as a joke. my heart was beating fast. i took my broom handle and poked the wall next to it. it scurried up to th ceiling. i screamed. it ran and hid. i had a reality problem. i don't live anywere warm. was i hallucinating? turns out my downstari's neighbour left his window open and it crawled up the outside wall and into my open window. i had to ask somebody to catch it for me and we put it in a box. i felt really sorry for it, but i was scared shitless!!!eventually he was returned home safely. that's my gecko story.
i'm in atlanta alot... (the town is a drag BTW....lived there for 10 years... )
the traffic sux.