geasavenger

Spider Man 3 was pretty awesome, went to the midnight showing at the orintal thanks to pinkys generiouty. Went with him, geoff, and erin. Was first time at orintal without having someone I know well who worked there. Erin just quit as a manager as of this last weekend to work at a better job at a law firm as an assistent. I have had the "in's" there for a while, and is odd not to. Though I hear my old friend john "emo' cassidy may be working there again, even though he just got out of college down in Chicago. Not that i have talked to him in years but would give me a place to actually run in to him i guess.

I ran into quite a few people i know, but do not hang out wiht any more, including kenny from WB/fuel, also andrea who used to date him...and me actually with her "boyfriend" matt i think. I got yelled at by her to stop into breman cafe for triva night, so I have yet another think to do once i get some money again. Speaking of which i still owe jake a bit from our shady land lord charing for things that he should have months ago...but alas such is life. I got my resume finally printed out to enable the looking for work. I had to get my friend aki, mouses sister, to help as my flash drives bundled software ware would not read on the pay computers at kinkos. So with her help to get around it, i have a neat stack of fairly nice resumes, that will hopeful bear a more bountiful harvest of employment then i have now. I will be working on that all day tommmorow. i will also try to get a hold of a few people who got refered to me with some quick work. Like my grandamas friend rose who needs some work around the house, wo will call her soon about that while i have some free time.
I am hoping to go on some adventures when rachal comes up to visit again, she helped me move and get settled but we have not been doing any thing but wrk for a while, so would like to have a good time, doing something to give her a reason to keep visiting me here in milwaukee. I am milding worried she is getting all down on her self again. She is quiting her job at borders, and even with 2 other jobs, she will take it badly, as she feels like she is failing or something. She is quiting, and would have not worked there to much longer i think, as she is going to be gone for a month in june any way. I have been distracted with my own stuff, but i am still a bit worried about her making her self drama she doesn't need to, but intentionally or not dis-empowering herself to the point she just wants to run away. Sigh....well will see what i can do to help. I am very good at addressing other peoples problems, and concerns when i am not distracted with my own. It is to bad I did nto get to see spiderman 3 with her, i had wanted to when i heard it was coming out soon, but did nto have any idea when i would be able to with my finaces where they are atm. She was planning to see it this weekend with her family and madison crew without me, so i was a bit jeleous and feeling left out. I am glad i got over that, but now that i have seen it before her even, i feel a little like i did something wrong...almost like a take that rachel, when i just reacted to the opertunity when is showed its self. I almost think i enjoyed the movie more because i had already wrote it off as not happening any times soon.

In addition to all the stuff i have been busy with my mild manic depressive nature has lead me to want to write more again, thus this more expansive blog, as well as me getting out many of my old writing to elabrate on and finish. So just random rants, others are more focused on actual plots and purpose. I rarely write for any one other then my own self, but will try to work on that and improve as a writer and a thinker.

I can only hope that my new growing energy and re-interest in life will remain to the dawning light, and the fields i plant are well tended to a robust harvest.

So i have a lot to do, i just need to keep focused, and when the pattern weaves things will work out.