geasavenger

Tired and restless

Am on the verge of quiting my job, the work is the same if slow, but the management is being ridiculous. After I hurt my shoulder last Sunday i had to call in on Monday, because it hurt to much to move, let alone work I got in "trouble"for not talking to a manager before my shift, i did my best to...
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Stupid shoulder

I was out in west bend yesterday helping my Jerry and my brother jamie clean out my moms garage of ten years of junk. Jamie and I started to help rather quickly after getting out of the car ride up there. I was feeling a bi stiff from the ride and sleeping on my should a bit weird, but thought nothing of it....
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Lets see, want to do an update about what has been going on the last month or so.

I have been really stressed about life lately. So it was good i finally went down to part time at the ambassador so i can actually have time to do things this summer. While I am not quite making enough to pay my bills as is, with...
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So yeah found a poor, hungry, lonely orange cat, hiding...one could say cowering under a cat on the way home tonight. He had not tags, was not a feral neighborhood cat as far as i could tell as he was fairly clean. A little dirt, and a small scratch on his nose. So not knowing what else to do i brought him home...a block at...
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Homeless again..

Well for last night at least i was...

I got home after working all night to find my door locked. I only ever lock the deadbolt, as that was the ONLY KEY i got when moving in. I tried all the windows, back door, but to no avail. Walked to the 5th district to try to get the cops to let me in...
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My Hand
Hurts....

I was taking a room service tray out of the elevator tonight, and some house keep had a broken wine glass hidden under a napkin. So when i picked up the tray the glass jumped out like a knife to cut a big gouge out of my hand stabbing me.

nothing really that bad, though a bit deep, hurts a bunch now...
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I sat down and finally played it through tonight...it was more amazing then i thought it would be...on a sad note though...

I miss my Weighted Companion Cube...

I mourn you Weighted Companion Cube I mourn you...

I finally have my own place again, but it merely furthers my situation as a wage slave.

I am working most of the time, slowly paying off my school loans, so i can at least consider going back this summer, or fall if i can. I have the internet again, otherwise would not be here...lol. I am reading and doing some research again which is...
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I miss dancing...and shows
Having fun in general, i feel way to serious all the time, well for me.

I remember when shows, dancing like you had nothing you wnated to do more in the world, and meeting interesting peoplez. Seems like it has been forever since that has happened..sigh.

Well Halloween is coming up maybe I can find something to do, I asked off...
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Up late again, angst keeping the stupefying calm of sleep out of reach. I feel like I am in middle school again for the amount of a social life I have any more. I need for the picture to be compete is for me to not have any facial hair while I sit and read 1-2 full novels a night never leaving my room. Well...
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So sick....

Nothing like wasting a beautiful day off feeling sick

I was hoping to bike up to riverwest to hang out with my brother, kris/kim, and maybe even see my niece...now that doesn't seem very likely. I was thinking of going to see bad religion at the rave tonight, dispite hating that place, but not getting my hopes up on that either at this...
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I am a rock
steady in the stream
everything changes except for me
I yearn for the day I am less then I am
a pebble swirling with the stream
a mote of dust until
the stream and I are one...

I miss node, and having any thing to do in the middle of the night except sit on my computer...

I do not have...
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