WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Eh, I got nothin'. I need inspiration!!!!! And some motivation! The weather is finally getting nice, and I'm still cooped up in the apartment, I'm feeling claustrophobic, and restless. Grrr. I want to go play frisbee, or SOMETHING!!!!!!! Arrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Down to two days a week at work.... which is now an issue all of a sudden, because the owner gave a speech about how...
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llcooln872:
I thought it was one of the craziest movies I've seen in a while. opens up a lot of questions. The end when the credits are rolling and they play all the reports from credible people is really crazy.
Long day at work.. well, only ten and a half hours, but a very good day. It went by pretty smooth. Only two dogs pooped, one dog peed, and although it was a close call with the FIRST dog of the day (he was not fond of having his nails trimmed), no bites. Lol. And good news, I'm only losing Thursdays at this point. Yay....
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llcooln872:
I'm jealous, you have Saturday off? Use it wisely.
It's just one of THOSE days... nothing particularly wrong, just rather 'bleh'. Doctors appointment went well, I acquired my long missed Prozac, and a few Xanax for in case of emergencies... HELL FUCKING YES! I never wanted to take the Xanax before, but after the little ''episode'', as we'll call it from last week... that caused one of the worst anxiety attacks I've had, causing...
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tireoghain:
SSRIs and benzos? Doctors don't do that here. I hope they do their ting for you so you can take other measures to get on top of the issue, as a long term ball of extreme anxiety (which always leads to big bouts of awful depression) I can wholeheartedly say ANXIETY IS BALLS.
*throws feathers at you*
*throws feathers at you*
gears:
FEATHERS?!! THAT'S FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!!! Thank you. That made me giggle, then I proceeded to come up with the mental picture of how fun it would be to romp in a room full of feathers, and throw them around and so forth. 
Ug, it's crippling at times... I didn't take anything for over a year, and it got progressively worse... I think once the anti-depressants take full effect, it will help enough with the anxiety (it did last time, 40mg a day), so I won't need the Xanax except for EXTREME emergencies, but those don't happen often usually. Lately there's been one at least once a week, which is too much(it just takes such a toll on the body and mind, since mine usually end up with me being so worked up that I end up throwing up). Of course there were still bad days here and there... but that's to be expected, but there weren't nearly as many. I love my job, because I'm around my boss, and sometimes the other assistant, and the women at the desk when I go in and out of the building, other than that, I deal with dogs. No people. So, that's a plus. But even going to Sheetz or Walmart can be an ordeal at times. Ug. It just sucks because unless you have anxiety, or have a friend that has it, you just think people are being dramatic, and I usually get told, ''grow up''... really? Wtf. You don't tell a diabetic to go to a candy store and eat everything in stock to ''get over it''. Psh. So, thank you, genuinely, thank you.
Ug, it's crippling at times... I didn't take anything for over a year, and it got progressively worse... I think once the anti-depressants take full effect, it will help enough with the anxiety (it did last time, 40mg a day), so I won't need the Xanax except for EXTREME emergencies, but those don't happen often usually. Lately there's been one at least once a week, which is too much(it just takes such a toll on the body and mind, since mine usually end up with me being so worked up that I end up throwing up). Of course there were still bad days here and there... but that's to be expected, but there weren't nearly as many. I love my job, because I'm around my boss, and sometimes the other assistant, and the women at the desk when I go in and out of the building, other than that, I deal with dogs. No people. So, that's a plus. But even going to Sheetz or Walmart can be an ordeal at times. Ug. It just sucks because unless you have anxiety, or have a friend that has it, you just think people are being dramatic, and I usually get told, ''grow up''... really? Wtf. You don't tell a diabetic to go to a candy store and eat everything in stock to ''get over it''. Psh. So, thank you, genuinely, thank you. I feel today is kind of wasted. Blarg. I don't like that. I perked up though when my friend/photographer said we'll be taking more pictures tomorrow, and I'll get the ones from last time (that's where my profile pic came from)! YAY! I've been wanting to paint, or draw, just SOMETHING that would feel productive. The puncture wound on my hand, courtesy of a German...
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gears:
lucky! how'd you like the all the snow? i hope it was sufficient! lol.
fimbis:
I hear you partial to a bit of coffee?
Thanks for the add. You're difinitely easy on they eye and very cute!!
Have a great day!!
Thanks for the add. You're difinitely easy on they eye and very cute!!
Have a great day!!
well, it's been a hectic few weeks, to say the least.... ug... grrr. sneer.... and just because, sneer again. Work, although slow, is going well, I did my third groom last Friday! Yay! I didn't do as well as the first two that I did, but still, for my third one ever, it turned out pretty well. Yippie.
I haven't been snowboarding lately, unfortunately, bummer......
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I haven't been snowboarding lately, unfortunately, bummer......
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I'm getting a bit restless... I'm tired of waiting for things to fall into place, but it seems I'm going to have to continue waiting, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
It's sunny at the moment, but everyone I talk to says the roads are shit, and only getting worse, looks like I'm not going to be ''bartending'' again.... sigh. I hate that job, but it's a job, nothing more,...
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It's sunny at the moment, but everyone I talk to says the roads are shit, and only getting worse, looks like I'm not going to be ''bartending'' again.... sigh. I hate that job, but it's a job, nothing more,...
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So..... yesterday, totally NOT my day after all. As you can see from the photo, I spent a great deal of my time on my ass. It was just an off day, I suppose, but a HUGE disappointment compared to what I had hoped it would be, and what I would accomplish. Caca. That's right, I said it, caca. There will be other days, right?...
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Hello, I loooooove coffee. Border-line adrenaline junkie, chain smoker, and I'm basically into anything that relaxes me or holds my interest for more than a minute, which is actually a lot of things.
vegas_:
hey thanks for the add .. also welcome to SG
tireoghain:
Hello.