well, it's been a hectic few weeks, to say the least.... ug... grrr. sneer.... and just because, sneer again. Work, although slow, is going well, I did my third groom last Friday! Yay! I didn't do as well as the first two that I did, but still, for my third one ever, it turned out pretty well. Yippie.
I haven't been snowboarding lately, unfortunately, bummer... even after the three plus feet of snow that we got... damn my fear of heights and not being able to ride the lift alone! Curses! Mainly damn a certain person for being unreliable and not keeping their word... insert 'the more powerful' sneer here. Moving on....
I want to go snow boating.... in a kayak... we still have over a foot of snow, even after the thaw and the rain, plus more is on the way. I just need to find someone with a kayak this time of year. That's a toughie, but I'm sure I can do it. Hooray for a challenge.
My latest craze to keep my brain off of certain topics is my wanting to pimp out an AMC Gremlin... that's right, I would make it my bitchin' sweet summer ride... since rear wheel drive sucks in the snow. Duh. I was thinking a street bike (a 600 like i was learning on, 250's are for pussies), but if it rains that wouldn't be the most pleasant drive to work at 6am.
I started doodling again!!! I completed a dumb boredom doodle the other night and added colored pencil. It turned out all right over all, the subject matter is what is bleh to me. Shrug.
Yes, I'm rather aloof this evening. I have a DR. appointment for next Wed.. YES!! Getting back on my Prozac and anti-anxiety meds. I'm actually VERY excited about this...more than I can even describe... it doesn't turn me into a zombie like Zoloft did... shudder, Zoloft is just wretched, for me at least, but I've heard horror stories. But, it should take the edge off, and balance me out a little, which I could use... plus I want to quit smoking at some point.... when, I'm not sure, but I've finally decided that I'm going to, and that was a big step for me. Me quitting smoking and not being balanced........ I will destroy everyone and everything I come in contact with... so, I get back on the stuffs first, THEN quit smoking... I'm so considerate. I wanted to go yesterday, but the doctor is on vacation... douche. So, I have to wait, but it's going to happen, and that's what's important.
Well, off to bed to ATTEMPT sleep.... heh, that's a figment of my imagination anymore... which is when I knew something had to be done... normally I sleep more than I should... but when I get less than three hours of sleep on a work night..... I panic because I can't fall asleep at my normal time, then when I'm FINALLY tired enough to fall asleep, it's usually two or three hours before I have to be up, so then I panic that I'm going to sleep through my alarm... and can't sleep because of that. Caca.
But here was my short little update. Taaaadaaaaaaa.
I haven't been snowboarding lately, unfortunately, bummer... even after the three plus feet of snow that we got... damn my fear of heights and not being able to ride the lift alone! Curses! Mainly damn a certain person for being unreliable and not keeping their word... insert 'the more powerful' sneer here. Moving on....
I want to go snow boating.... in a kayak... we still have over a foot of snow, even after the thaw and the rain, plus more is on the way. I just need to find someone with a kayak this time of year. That's a toughie, but I'm sure I can do it. Hooray for a challenge.
My latest craze to keep my brain off of certain topics is my wanting to pimp out an AMC Gremlin... that's right, I would make it my bitchin' sweet summer ride... since rear wheel drive sucks in the snow. Duh. I was thinking a street bike (a 600 like i was learning on, 250's are for pussies), but if it rains that wouldn't be the most pleasant drive to work at 6am.
I started doodling again!!! I completed a dumb boredom doodle the other night and added colored pencil. It turned out all right over all, the subject matter is what is bleh to me. Shrug.
Yes, I'm rather aloof this evening. I have a DR. appointment for next Wed.. YES!! Getting back on my Prozac and anti-anxiety meds. I'm actually VERY excited about this...more than I can even describe... it doesn't turn me into a zombie like Zoloft did... shudder, Zoloft is just wretched, for me at least, but I've heard horror stories. But, it should take the edge off, and balance me out a little, which I could use... plus I want to quit smoking at some point.... when, I'm not sure, but I've finally decided that I'm going to, and that was a big step for me. Me quitting smoking and not being balanced........ I will destroy everyone and everything I come in contact with... so, I get back on the stuffs first, THEN quit smoking... I'm so considerate. I wanted to go yesterday, but the doctor is on vacation... douche. So, I have to wait, but it's going to happen, and that's what's important.
Well, off to bed to ATTEMPT sleep.... heh, that's a figment of my imagination anymore... which is when I knew something had to be done... normally I sleep more than I should... but when I get less than three hours of sleep on a work night..... I panic because I can't fall asleep at my normal time, then when I'm FINALLY tired enough to fall asleep, it's usually two or three hours before I have to be up, so then I panic that I'm going to sleep through my alarm... and can't sleep because of that. Caca.
But here was my short little update. Taaaadaaaaaaa.