I'm getting a bit restless... I'm tired of waiting for things to fall into place, but it seems I'm going to have to continue waiting, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
It's sunny at the moment, but everyone I talk to says the roads are shit, and only getting worse, looks like I'm not going to be ''bartending'' again.... sigh. I hate that job, but it's a job, nothing more, nothing less. I hate what I have to, but I also am not a fan of the other girls. They're typical, high maintenance twits... I can only hear about the new pastel pink straighteners that they ALL purchased so much, in their nasally, drawn out speech patterns so much before I want to claw my eyes out. Don't get me wrong, they're all right to be around, and keep to themselves, until they open their mouths and something that at one point may have resembled words comes out. Please shoot me. That job and the other girls, are just not for me. My hunt for a second job in the area is turning up nothing. I called about a part time job yesterday, but my schedule at the pet resort is an issue. However, after chatting with the person, they said they may have an opening for a cleaning person on the weekends coming up. Since they told me I seem like an excellent person, they took my info and I'm the first they'll call. Now with my recent experience from potential employers, that usually means jack shit and is a nice way of telling you that you're fucked. But, with these people, they own a lodge, it's a private business, so I'm giving them the benefit of the doubt, (in my opinion hope and denial are usually one in the same, usually), so for the sake of my sanity, I'm going to go with they're going to call me.
I still want a corpse!!!!!!! http://corpsesforsale.com/ <--- check out this site, it really is awesome, and I want one soooooooooooooooooooooooo bad. Lol.
I was thinking about painting today, but we'll see. I always feel guilty if there's housework to be done, and I'm just sitting around painting. I think at this point I need to do something for me, I just hope when I do sit down to paint, I'll have motivation and inspiration. Hopefully. It's been so long since I've painted or drawn anything that I'm hoping I get inspiration to create SOMETHING!!!
My whim for the moment, adopting a retired racer. It's not just a recent thing, really, I've always wanted to, just never had the means. It came bubbling up this weekend when I read an article in the paper about a woman in the area that actually is part of a greyhound rescue. I thought it'd be swell, the male and I have been wanting a dog, and these seem like they'd be a nice fit in the household, except the male thinks they're hideous and said ''no''. Drat. Maybe down the line. We'll see. I'm still considering calling to see about what I can do as far as volunteering, if my landlord will allow it, maybe I can talk the male into letting me foster at least to help. Plus with the job I love, I'd be able to take it to work with me, and it'd be super helpful with the dog's over all socialization, since we have two cats in the grooming area, my boss has a cocker puppy that's very submissive, there are fenced in fields and play pens for more exercise other than just walks and such, and other dogs to socialize IF it's one that isn't so good around other dogs. I think it'd be a wonderful idea, personally. I miss my Great Dane so much still, but it's been over a year since he had to be put down, and I know I'm ready for another dog. I will have another Dane or two in the years to come, just not any time soon. I can't afford the ears, preventative Gastropexy surgery, or the Eagle Pack puppy food for the first eleven months at this point. Lol. Plus, where I live now, a medium dog (medium to me, and reality... the dummies that think German Shepards are 'large' dogs need slapped) would fit fine in the house, but a full grown Dane or English Mastiff would be a little crowded here. Lol. Manageable, but not comfortable.
Blarg. I'm slightly bored, I think it's more lacking in motivation from being cooped up. The resort is busy, and I don't really feel like being around a lot of people today, so no boarding. Maybe I'll write some letters, yeah, old school, I know. Or maybe even do some self shots. Shrug. I'm just soooooooooooooo enthusiastic today. LOL.
It's sunny at the moment, but everyone I talk to says the roads are shit, and only getting worse, looks like I'm not going to be ''bartending'' again.... sigh. I hate that job, but it's a job, nothing more, nothing less. I hate what I have to, but I also am not a fan of the other girls. They're typical, high maintenance twits... I can only hear about the new pastel pink straighteners that they ALL purchased so much, in their nasally, drawn out speech patterns so much before I want to claw my eyes out. Don't get me wrong, they're all right to be around, and keep to themselves, until they open their mouths and something that at one point may have resembled words comes out. Please shoot me. That job and the other girls, are just not for me. My hunt for a second job in the area is turning up nothing. I called about a part time job yesterday, but my schedule at the pet resort is an issue. However, after chatting with the person, they said they may have an opening for a cleaning person on the weekends coming up. Since they told me I seem like an excellent person, they took my info and I'm the first they'll call. Now with my recent experience from potential employers, that usually means jack shit and is a nice way of telling you that you're fucked. But, with these people, they own a lodge, it's a private business, so I'm giving them the benefit of the doubt, (in my opinion hope and denial are usually one in the same, usually), so for the sake of my sanity, I'm going to go with they're going to call me.
I still want a corpse!!!!!!! http://corpsesforsale.com/ <--- check out this site, it really is awesome, and I want one soooooooooooooooooooooooo bad. Lol.
I was thinking about painting today, but we'll see. I always feel guilty if there's housework to be done, and I'm just sitting around painting. I think at this point I need to do something for me, I just hope when I do sit down to paint, I'll have motivation and inspiration. Hopefully. It's been so long since I've painted or drawn anything that I'm hoping I get inspiration to create SOMETHING!!!
My whim for the moment, adopting a retired racer. It's not just a recent thing, really, I've always wanted to, just never had the means. It came bubbling up this weekend when I read an article in the paper about a woman in the area that actually is part of a greyhound rescue. I thought it'd be swell, the male and I have been wanting a dog, and these seem like they'd be a nice fit in the household, except the male thinks they're hideous and said ''no''. Drat. Maybe down the line. We'll see. I'm still considering calling to see about what I can do as far as volunteering, if my landlord will allow it, maybe I can talk the male into letting me foster at least to help. Plus with the job I love, I'd be able to take it to work with me, and it'd be super helpful with the dog's over all socialization, since we have two cats in the grooming area, my boss has a cocker puppy that's very submissive, there are fenced in fields and play pens for more exercise other than just walks and such, and other dogs to socialize IF it's one that isn't so good around other dogs. I think it'd be a wonderful idea, personally. I miss my Great Dane so much still, but it's been over a year since he had to be put down, and I know I'm ready for another dog. I will have another Dane or two in the years to come, just not any time soon. I can't afford the ears, preventative Gastropexy surgery, or the Eagle Pack puppy food for the first eleven months at this point. Lol. Plus, where I live now, a medium dog (medium to me, and reality... the dummies that think German Shepards are 'large' dogs need slapped) would fit fine in the house, but a full grown Dane or English Mastiff would be a little crowded here. Lol. Manageable, but not comfortable.
Blarg. I'm slightly bored, I think it's more lacking in motivation from being cooped up. The resort is busy, and I don't really feel like being around a lot of people today, so no boarding. Maybe I'll write some letters, yeah, old school, I know. Or maybe even do some self shots. Shrug. I'm just soooooooooooooo enthusiastic today. LOL.