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Well, it looks like I wont be going home after all. Brent's leave papers didn't get approved. And for anyone that knows what's going on with me, that's why. Yup, they all know. Gr. I might have to handle that early next year - get it over with. I was really looking forward to going home, too. It was quite disappointing news. I could still go - it's Brent that can't - but I can't leave him here all by himself on Christmas. His parents would probably go down to see him anyway - I would be surprised if they didn't. So here we go - the first Christmas spent without my mama and papa.

Speaking of Christmas.. I have to go Christmas shopping. I swear, on Sunday night if I don't have gifts for my mom, dad, Katie and Brent's parents, don't let me sleep. Brent's gifts are easier.. I don't need to stress over his.

I'm at Karen's house again - she's expecting the heater guy to come today. I wasn't even asked about having to stay - I was just told when I got here this morning. A part of me is excited for March to come by - then I'll be done with this. The little one is getting on my nerves like no other. As soon as their mother leaves, attitudes change and my stress level skyrockets.

And that's probably when I'll handle my crap...

So all of the money I've been saving for plane tickets will probably go towards helping Brent out with rent when I leave to handle all of this mess. Oh well, then it will be over, I guess...

...unless they don't do what I hope they'll do.