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soo...

almost two weeks into the new year.

i'm always suprised by my naivety at the beginning of each year. this year will be better than last, this year i'll be everything. this year this year. yadda yadda. it always escapes my notice that i cannot physically do anything to make anything better, new year or not, what happens happens. very little is in my control. i cannot even control how i feel. i wish i did.

i have developed an eating disorder over the last few days, a disorder in that i cannot stop eating. i think its because i have not been smoking.

i dont really have anything to say.

i want to move to norwich noww.