gasmaskboy

today is the day I feel like hell.....

I couldn't sleep last night....

felt like crap....

then my friend called and woke me up cuz we were supposed to hang....

but I canceled cuz I felt like crap and had only been asleep for like 1 hour......

then I fell back asleep praise allah....

and my other friend came over and woke me up....

*sigh*

it's ok.....
He didn't know....
and it was coo to see him anyway...

but I still feel like crap.

meh.... called out....

my job is gonna hate me, or they already do.

everything's been fucked up...

stress levels recently have been rather high.

I just want to calm down and relax....

but I don't see myself getting a chance to do so for a while....

I dun even care anymore at this point...

whatever comes I'll deal with it....

calm or stress.... neither make a differance to me anymore....