gaslight

Have you ever had one of those days where you hate everyone? People being happy and having fun makes you want to walk up and kick the shit out of them? Yeah...I went by to hang out with a couple of friends and they were drunken and having a great time. It pissed me off. I wished they would just shut the fuck up and turn the loud ass lame fucking music the hell down! I just got up and walked the fuck out. Then I spoke to some other friends of mine, a couple who are crazy in love, and have always been super nice to me even when I got drunk and spilled a whole jug of margarita all over their kitchen. Well they suck too. Fuck love! Ha! Maybe I just need to break something, or have a good grudge fuck idk. The fact that I'm in such a foul mood pisses me off even more. Grrrrrrrrrr!

This improved my mood slightly