garrettf

I deactivated my Facebook account yesterday, today I spent in a haze, bored, trying to find inspiration but also enjoying my time out of class.

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving.

How far have we come? How old have I gotten where even Thanksgiving is just another day, crash and burn with the family, come home and go party or something. It's getting kinda boring, I crave adventure, I crave escape but instead I only get escapism. It sucks. These days have weightless moments where I'm just staring at the time go by, the insomnia is really starting to creep into my nights, my nights are getting short and my days are non existent. I feel it.

No worries though, even as I sink deeper into this hole of blah, my imagination still runs wild at points, and when I do sit down and write or start making a song, or snapping a picture or..whatever, it's genuine, it's real. But reality is kind of sucking ass right now. When I'm out of this place at least i'll have plenty of souvenirs.