garnetdevine

one thins most of you people know about me if they actually know me is that I am a very private person.

Yes, i strip on stage for fun
Yes, I like being on stage
Yes, I can speak in public
Yes I like to talk about sex
etc
etc

Let me start off by saying, unless I know you are there watching me have sex, or i know you and know you are a passive participant in my sex life, ie: you were invited, I dont like people listening to me have sex. fucking, making love, or just plain old sex. For that matter even jerking off.

let me also state next my bathroom is also next to the backyard patio, so unless the shase is fully closed you can sit at the picnic table and see inside my house (living room included)

its been hot out
my landlords seem to do laundry everytime J and I have sex. EVERYSINGLETIME.
So I dont normally hear them. and then i'll state something dirty kinda loud and i'll hear the washer door close.

Or we'll be having sex and people stand outside ourbedroom talking for 20 minutes.

You'd have to be deaf not to hear the action.

This has been going on for 9 months. I cant even look at these people. The wife/lady person isnt nice. The guy is ok and i'll chat with him but i feel really awakward and most of the time having people 5 feet from my bed (doing laundry, talking or getting mail) ruins the mood for me.

Now, they have a tent set up in the backyard and have been sleeping in it all week. which means I cant even poop or pee in my bathroom with out someone hearing it becasue the tent is about 5 feet from the window.

We are going to have to move. I am very uncomfortable. I tried to reherase last night, and even with the blinds shut. I couldnt. I mean I am sure they are tired of hearing Britney Spears comming from my window if they are living outside for the last week. but fuck.

this sucks