its already wednesday this week. its been busy . both monday and tuesday nights i met with advisors on my thesis installation and performance. Even Carol approved my transition back into conceptual. I was slightly in shock over that she didnt try and push my painting. Alhough it was mentioned I shouldnt abandon my current paintings by all 3 advisors.
The best part of this semester is I get to meet 2/3 profs for drinks or at my apt rather than at school. I am more productive thinking away from that evil place.
Tonight I get to go register for that long day where my whole family comes to watch in May. I hope this time it will not be raining and well, I can not wait for this semester to be over. yet, at the same time i am slightly scared of not being in school. Trying to find and afford a studio and also paying back my loans.
I spent much of yesterday day dreaming about out trip to PR. I think I am just going to save like crazy and stay at the place in the rain forest for 2 days. private waterfalls, private suite, private patio. ahhhh.....
one night in san juan, and 2 nights in liquadilla or out on the island. I am considering extending our vacation by one day- just so we can make it to the caves on the west coast becasue right now the 5 days definfitly isnt enough time.
i feel like j and i need to take a day off together- my car is on the wrong side of the street and it appears that its going to be shitty weather. with everything going on at his job, or the lack of everything going on at his job, he has been crunchy for about 3 weeks. Which has been nice in a way becasue i have been doing my own thing, going out a lot more and seeing my family. but i do really miss snuggling being kissed and laughing when we spend time together. i hope his profit sharing check is more money than he expects - maybe it will make him feel better. somehow, i dont think it is the money that will make him feel better. it just feels so long inbetween monday am to sat am when he starts to be himself again. the winter was difficult last year especially when i get involved with my work, we dont get to spend much time with just each other, or outside in the sun.
i think these pants shrunk. I bought them last summer and they fit I was 22 pounds heavier and now they feel tight. go figure, but I most definfitly know they shrunk. i've lost 37 pounds from when we moved from bushwick. Imagine a 37 pounds of raw chicken meat and fat. really gross huh? I always wanted to make something about this weight loss journey with chicken meat. I have 9 pounds to go to my weight goal but 11 pounds to go to my ideal weight. and close to 40 pounds to go to my weight i started grad school at, before i got sick and before I started eating fast food, wings and beer. I will deifniflty make the 132 goal of PR./graduation. back to the weight i was that summer when justin and i met. back to my belly dance figure.
why the mega post of randomness, i think i just feel all over the place this morning. I wish i could have slpet longer. I wish I didnt have to go to work.
The best part of this semester is I get to meet 2/3 profs for drinks or at my apt rather than at school. I am more productive thinking away from that evil place.
Tonight I get to go register for that long day where my whole family comes to watch in May. I hope this time it will not be raining and well, I can not wait for this semester to be over. yet, at the same time i am slightly scared of not being in school. Trying to find and afford a studio and also paying back my loans.
I spent much of yesterday day dreaming about out trip to PR. I think I am just going to save like crazy and stay at the place in the rain forest for 2 days. private waterfalls, private suite, private patio. ahhhh.....
one night in san juan, and 2 nights in liquadilla or out on the island. I am considering extending our vacation by one day- just so we can make it to the caves on the west coast becasue right now the 5 days definfitly isnt enough time.
i feel like j and i need to take a day off together- my car is on the wrong side of the street and it appears that its going to be shitty weather. with everything going on at his job, or the lack of everything going on at his job, he has been crunchy for about 3 weeks. Which has been nice in a way becasue i have been doing my own thing, going out a lot more and seeing my family. but i do really miss snuggling being kissed and laughing when we spend time together. i hope his profit sharing check is more money than he expects - maybe it will make him feel better. somehow, i dont think it is the money that will make him feel better. it just feels so long inbetween monday am to sat am when he starts to be himself again. the winter was difficult last year especially when i get involved with my work, we dont get to spend much time with just each other, or outside in the sun.
i think these pants shrunk. I bought them last summer and they fit I was 22 pounds heavier and now they feel tight. go figure, but I most definfitly know they shrunk. i've lost 37 pounds from when we moved from bushwick. Imagine a 37 pounds of raw chicken meat and fat. really gross huh? I always wanted to make something about this weight loss journey with chicken meat. I have 9 pounds to go to my weight goal but 11 pounds to go to my ideal weight. and close to 40 pounds to go to my weight i started grad school at, before i got sick and before I started eating fast food, wings and beer. I will deifniflty make the 132 goal of PR./graduation. back to the weight i was that summer when justin and i met. back to my belly dance figure.
why the mega post of randomness, i think i just feel all over the place this morning. I wish i could have slpet longer. I wish I didnt have to go to work.
It's satisfying in a totally fucking nauseating way.