garnetdevine

i have an interview today
i cant sleep
i am nervous
i woke up hungry at 4 am so hungry i cant fall back asleep but we have no ready to eat food.
my aim express isnt working


and i can not decide if i am going to wear a skirt or pant suit

what lie i am going to tell work about needing the morning off that could possible allow me just to come in late. i have decided it should definfitly be about the apartment. but i am not sure if kictehn sink pipes broke and theres an awful mess after i did dishes. I am waiting for the super to get here

or that the heat isnt working in our apartment and the boiler room is in in here and we have to wait for the super and the repair man.

ughhh

i think my biggest worry is that the job isnt what i expect it to be and i am going to have a wasted day off. and a wasted interview. its a position as a acedemic advisor. yaeh i think i could handle it - if it were a traditonal setting/school enviroment. here let me help you make your schedule etc. i can do it in person or over the phone either is fine. I know how important that person is to getting through the program- i have been through3 programs and god knows ho wmany advisors - most of the time i did my own advising made my own schedule and a bunch of peoples - anyway..

i read about the distance learning program i am applying at and it appears that i dont have to do cold calling - i dont like cold calling people who want info about a program or something. I am not good at sales- well I am - people i work with say i can outsell most of our reps becasue i am honest and smart (hah honest after my above discussion) and I am able to sell you on truth becasue I artiqulate, good with big words and organzied. You should see my resume skills and cover letters. I get other people jobs but not me- go fucking figure,

So anyway, I dont want my job to be sitting around on some chat session instant messaging people asking them if they have questions about the program and that I can help them make a decision. i want to help people get their shit together after they know they want to be there.

the job went up tuesday i applied wednesday afternoon and i got a reply thursday morning and have an interview today. OFF CRAIGSLIST no one gets calls frrom CL- espeically in NYC. its the biggest searched job listings in the area...

so anyway- i know i am good at advising people and all that - i just dont want to spend all day bribing people to go to school or working on commision on how many students i get to register,

I want a job where i get off the A at penn station walk 2 blocks, have good benifits, good vacation time, they let me go to school one night a week, (leave ealry aka 4 pm) and maybe JUST MAYBE have summer hours and get off 2 days in may for my thesis exhibition for installation and take down. becasue i have to. . and make 44k a year. And thats a 6 k pay cut I am willing to take. not sure how i will afford it until i can sell my car - but i will deal with it. cuz i need my car until school finishes.