garnet

i don't even know where to begin but I'd rather not anyway. i'm lucky to still have a job and lucky that people have been willing to help me but it's about as much luck as finding a penny stuck to the floor of a Vegas casino after you've lost your life savings and your wife to some jackass millionaire.

no worry and sympathy and all that. seriously. i've had plenty. i'm sure it's thrown off a lot of people I really care about, being incommunicado for so long, but i don't know how to get back to anyone without a bunch of pity and questions that only help relive things. I haven't figured out how to do that, no worries, no questions. the best I can figure so far is to say sorry I've been AWOL but I've needed my time, and don't bother beyond that. I've missed everyone but I just...

just throw some good fun distractions my way, if you'd be so kind.