Another site, another blog and all the cathartic pleasures of bitching at strangers which blogging entails... the disadvantage with these things is that every so often I look back on my musings and think 'what the fuck was I thinking' and delete them all.
Anyways, university is looming and it's starting to dawn on me how much it's all going to cost. I had to pay a 300 room deposit today which I thought was rather unfair seeing as I don't have any of my loans or grants yet. Well I've got a bursary but I don't get to see that money, it just get deducted from my rent by some evil A.I deep underneath Exeter. I realised in work the other day that I'd already spent every penny I was earning, but I guess that's how it goes in the big bad world of money.
Another thing I've noticed is that I've had my 'magic-bastard-glasses' on a lot lately, every other person I meet seems to be yanking on my cynical chain. I don't know if I like this facet of my personality or not, sometimes it's refreshing to look at people and just think 'you're a great big dick' but you need to learn to avoid mirrors. Hmm, perhaps it's just my brain protesting because I'm not using my 'l33t analytical skillz' for something useful... roll on uni.
Also [hmm, this seems to be turning into an exercise in starting paragraphs with words beginning with A]... Also I need to find something to occupy my time for two and a half weeks. I don't want to waste my last few days of 'officially' living in Cornwall. Partly because I've got into the habit of waking up without switching my brain on; it just sits in my head dribbling static and going blehhhhhhhh all day. Perhaps I should dust my camera off and take some photos. Something in black and white.
Anyways, university is looming and it's starting to dawn on me how much it's all going to cost. I had to pay a 300 room deposit today which I thought was rather unfair seeing as I don't have any of my loans or grants yet. Well I've got a bursary but I don't get to see that money, it just get deducted from my rent by some evil A.I deep underneath Exeter. I realised in work the other day that I'd already spent every penny I was earning, but I guess that's how it goes in the big bad world of money.
Another thing I've noticed is that I've had my 'magic-bastard-glasses' on a lot lately, every other person I meet seems to be yanking on my cynical chain. I don't know if I like this facet of my personality or not, sometimes it's refreshing to look at people and just think 'you're a great big dick' but you need to learn to avoid mirrors. Hmm, perhaps it's just my brain protesting because I'm not using my 'l33t analytical skillz' for something useful... roll on uni.
Also [hmm, this seems to be turning into an exercise in starting paragraphs with words beginning with A]... Also I need to find something to occupy my time for two and a half weeks. I don't want to waste my last few days of 'officially' living in Cornwall. Partly because I've got into the habit of waking up without switching my brain on; it just sits in my head dribbling static and going blehhhhhhhh all day. Perhaps I should dust my camera off and take some photos. Something in black and white.