garethman199

So here I am trying to rebuild my shattered life. I never realised it was so easy to become depressed, to lose sight of all the fun things that I had going on, to lose track of friends but it feeds itself and it almost takes someone else to point it out.

So here I am, trying to get back to what I was. One...
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Wow almost 2 months since I've posted and I could really do with working out what I'm doing with this blog, I think I'll devote it to me at some stage but not just yet. Still trying to work through so much emotional stuff. Man depression is a bitch but I'm kicking its ass.One day at a time

Post Post Post, Trying to almost force myself to post here as a way of organising my thoughts to help me get more done.

I had the most amazing photography weekend and I took all the pictures I wanted and try a few new techniques as I really try to push myself to be a photographer

at some stage I will have to try photograph...
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Hi SG world, its been a long time but oh boy am I having a difficult stretch at the minute. I came home from snowboarding in March to find a girlfriend who had caught glandular fever and basically had to be put bed for a few weeks and then try to build her strength back up slowly and that was all going well when she...
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Slowly getting back to my old self, This has been a real up and down week. Having to speak to solicitors has been really tough on me but getting my girlfriend slowly back to her old self and one of the best things I've seen this week has been the Rive Jack photoshoot.

Anyway today was up and down and I had a good...
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Hey all,

Need to have a bit of a vent so apologies in advance

Just had a meeting with solicitors about trying to get on with my divorce and it eating at my brain all the time. I can't relax I can't think about anything else. I just wish it was all over but its all I can think of with no end in sight....
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Hey all,

What a difference a few days make. I was so depressed at the start of the week, stressed out to the point I thought I was starting to lose my mind but a few days later and having had a few friends over today to play a few board games and meeting a few people through the joy of wil wheatons tabletop series....
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Hello All,

Man has it really been this long since I posted, I feel so bad. Life kinda went to pot after I got back from my snowboard holiday. I got back to a sick girlfriend and a broken car and its taken this long to get both on the road to recovery, meanwhile my stress levels have shot through the roof with general lack...
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Starting to get excited, its getting closer and closer to snowboarding, the stuff is all set out and I just cant wait to get it all packed and start heading to France to hit the slopes.

Love ya all

Woo Hoo, its Friday and I'm happy and I know it. Its great I've had one of the best weeks since about Tuesday onward I've skated done some photography and I'm really looking forward to this weekend.

Love you all

Hi Everyone,

Been meaning to write more often but it just seems like life is constantly getting in the way, I do suppose the only difference now is I'm starting to take life on my terms as opposed to me letting it all get on top of me, I did have a bit of a relapse over the last ten days when my birthday didn't...
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Wow has it really been a week since I last posted, I feel like I'm letting all the SG comunnity down a bit by taking so long to get another blog up.

Tell you what though its been a hell of a week

Last weekend the girlfriends children lost a distant relative on the other side of the family suddenly so that threw everything out...
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