well here we go....again. i have decided to leave florida. no really i have. it sucks to have to make such a decision but things really arent working out for me here. i seem to be not making any progress with anything.
a few days ago i talked to my old boss, who just so happened to call. she was telling me how she was firing the kid that replaced me because, well basically hes a dumbass. hes too 'good' for that kind of job. at any rate, she was calling to see if i wanted my old job back. it was a good paying, easy, fun job. i met alot of great people there, and had alot of fun.....yes i said the 'f' word in regards to work. i told her i would consider and let her know the following day.
after much debate and a total lack of sleep that night, and trust me i hate making decisions, i decided it would be in my best interests. i hate giving up on my move, but maybe some time or another i will get the chance to come back. who knows...
so as of the 29th i will be leaving florida for the north. im going to live with some friends and work my ass off till i can pay back my family the $1500 i had to borrow to break my lease, and move back. once im on my own 2 feet again, ill find my own apt and start my life over up north.
maybe im just homesick...chipawah mentioned something about that the other night, and i believe it is at least partially true. i hate the area i grew up in, but this will be a few hours away, and in a much better area to make some money.
i hate to leave though, as i may have mentioned. i really wanted to meet nixion (she's so gorgeous, what amazing eyes!
), and be one of the first to welcome avalon to FL, but alas i wont have the chance.
time is of the essence now, i must sell my furniture which i bought new a month ago lol, and find some way to get all my other belongings to...well...somewhere.....if only i had a hummer.
a few days ago i talked to my old boss, who just so happened to call. she was telling me how she was firing the kid that replaced me because, well basically hes a dumbass. hes too 'good' for that kind of job. at any rate, she was calling to see if i wanted my old job back. it was a good paying, easy, fun job. i met alot of great people there, and had alot of fun.....yes i said the 'f' word in regards to work. i told her i would consider and let her know the following day.
after much debate and a total lack of sleep that night, and trust me i hate making decisions, i decided it would be in my best interests. i hate giving up on my move, but maybe some time or another i will get the chance to come back. who knows...
so as of the 29th i will be leaving florida for the north. im going to live with some friends and work my ass off till i can pay back my family the $1500 i had to borrow to break my lease, and move back. once im on my own 2 feet again, ill find my own apt and start my life over up north.
maybe im just homesick...chipawah mentioned something about that the other night, and i believe it is at least partially true. i hate the area i grew up in, but this will be a few hours away, and in a much better area to make some money.
i hate to leave though, as i may have mentioned. i really wanted to meet nixion (she's so gorgeous, what amazing eyes!
), and be one of the first to welcome avalon to FL, but alas i wont have the chance.
time is of the essence now, i must sell my furniture which i bought new a month ago lol, and find some way to get all my other belongings to...well...somewhere.....if only i had a hummer.
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adeline:
Aren't you from PA? I really wanted to meet you! Well, you do whats best for you though, hope things get better.
adeline:
Well you should come to Pittsburgh on Nov. 2nd for the Eastcost Halloween Costume Party!! Theres a thread for it in Hook-ups! A lot of people will be there from the site! Then I could meet you!! 